Behind the End - Herophine

8

Is it kidding right? Put this picture in the Instagram! Just today! As soon as I open my cell phone, after days without talking to Jô I see a photo with her on top of me, in the first movie, in the official account from the movie, she was too hot. I miss her, it's not even lunchtime for me to discount my feelings in the food... You know what, I will call her!

"Hero?" 

"Jô, I miss you! How are you?"

"I... I am okay..." She whispers.

"Did I call at a bad time? I can call later..."

"No! Wait a minute."

I hear the sound of a door closing and an echo as she speaks, must have gone into some bathroom.

"Hero? Hey! Go ahead!"

"I'm missing you, I needed to call you, we haven't spoken in days..."

"Yes... I miss you too..."

"Oh really?"

"Sure, you know! I saw our photo from the first movie... And... I don't know, I missed you..."

I breathed a sigh of relief with those words coming out of her mouth. We talked for a while about things, she is enjoying shooting Moxie, she said that it has amazing people in the cast and that she will have to act as a cheerleader too, I took advantage and asked her to keep the clothes in case we meet someday, I would love to see her dressed like this... I think I have a new fetish until... We talked about my house move, the fashion shows, she said I looked beautiful in the last time I went to Milan:

"And you... You're getting to know Los Angeles a lot now, aren't you?"

"I already knew, I came here a lot, I have some friends who live here... But I'm enjoying the cast of the movie... And I see that you are going out there a lot too!"

"Yes, the M-BOYZ are active now!"

"Active?"

"Yeah... Enjoying a lot, now we are complete..."

"I saw..."

"What about you? Are you seeing someone there?"

"Seeing Hero? Like seeing..."

"Yeah! Giving kisses, making out..."

"I know what it means... And no, I'm not with anyone here... Have you been with anyone already?"

"Already? It's been a month since we last... You know..."

"Got it... And you don't waste any time, do you?"

"What? Wait..."

"Wait what?"

"Jô, I thought you didn't want to be with me anymore, I thought you were already with another guy... So..."

"So..."

"I was with a girl a few days ago... But it was just a kiss!"

A silence stretched for a while in our conversation, but I heard her breathing, I knew I made her angry, or upset... She makes me confused... I don't know what to do...

"Jô... Are you there?"

"Yep... I need to hang up... They are looking for me..."

"You were upset with me, weren't you?"

"No... we don't have anything, do we?"

"Yeah... That's what I thought..."

"Well... I was a little confused about a guy here too... So you ended up helping me until... I will do it!"

"What? No! Wait, Jô!"

"We will talk later, enjoy it! Everything is fine!"

"Wait!"

I hear the cell phone hang up, and my chest hurts... She's going to be with someone there, congrats Hero, just the last bit of hope that I had to stay with Jô again...

The next day my photo appears on the cover of Icon magazine, it was surreal! I didn't hear from Jô, I didn't call her anymore, I didn't send messages, and neither did she. I think it ended even this time... The distance really makes things very difficult for us, today I think I understand that she wants to be alone... I always chose not to date, why would it be any different? But that's it... Life that goes on now.

Anna writes in the After's group stating that the first movie came out on Netflix. We took a leap of joy. She takes a picture with Jen and Roger, showing that they are in an editing room for the first time, watching the first cut of the second movie, passionate about work.

Three days later, Jô and I are still not talking, all I do is spend time with my friends, listening to rap, drinking or smoking, what about her? She went to a football game with friends from Los Angeles. They found her in the stands and the moment she realized she was being filmed, she went down in the same time, to hide. The day after finding her at the game, Josephine Langford again left her cave and went with Anna Todd to a Jonas Brothers's show, also in LA, it wasn't too bad because she was with Anna, but I envies she for being together. From what I saw in some fan clubs on Instagram, they were having a lot of fun.... And still not happy enough to leave her cave, Jô also went, still in LA, for an InStyle & Kate Spade dinner, together with Sofia Vassilieva, Dove Cameron and Laura Marano. She was beautiful at all events, there is no way she could be ugly too... I was nervous, with a racing heart... Not because she was going out a lot, because I also go out, I think more than she... But is she already with other guy? Doesn't she like me anymore?