Read this while listening to Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
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I suddenly felt nervous. Ayokong isipin ang mga posibilidad kung bakit nandun pa rin ang polaroid picture namin sa likod ng cellphone niya.
I breathed in. Trying to contain my thoughts. Did he purposely left his phone? Did he purposely let me saw it?
Parang gusto kong umiyak.
Patunay ang larawan na iyon sa mga pinagdaanan naming dalawang magkasama. Kahit walang maituturing na 'kami'.
I peeked into it again. Ang saya-saya namin sa picture parang pruwebang 'achievement unlocked' sa buhay.
Totoo naman. Masaya naman ako non. I'm unconsciously happy whenever I'm with him. I smiled bitterly at the thought. How about now? Will all of my achievements would feel like that too? Without him by my side anymore? They said "success feels like something when you have someone to share with".
Nevertheless, kaya kong tumayo sa sarili ko at maging successful. Wala man siya o nandyan. Ang lungkot lang. Yung isang tao na kasama ko sa mga parte ng buhay ko hindi na yata makakasama hanggang katapusan ng kwento.
Leche! Ang drama ko pucha!
Ganito ba talaga kapag broken hearted? Kulang na lang kausapin ang sarili? Hinahabol ng mga realizations shits sa buhay? Ang pait ampucha! Wala bang chaser, life?
Mabagal yata ang internet connection ng utak ko at ngayon lang nagsi-sink in sakin lahat ng tungkol samin ni Nathan.
I came back to my senses when he put his tray in our table. He ordered Cookies and cream flavor ice cream. I looked at my cup, it's still half full so hindi naman awkward na kumain kasabay siya.
"Do you want some?" He said and smiled at me then lent his cup. Ang cute naman! My stomach suddenly did a flipped.
Butterflies in stomach? Totoo ba 'yung mga ganon?!
"No. Di ko pa nga maubos 'to eh" Nahihiya kong sagot. In short, pabebeng sabi. I-dedeny ko pa ba? We became "pabebe" in some point of our lives din 'no! Walang malinis na tao amp!
"Favorite mo talaga yan 'no?" Sabi niya nang nakangiti pa rin. His eyes sparkling with amusement when he saw the flavor of my ice cream.
Yeah I know. Those freaking harsh but sweet memories of this food.
Grabe! Tanda niya pa rin favorite ko? My heart felt touched. Its those little things that matter the most but people mostly neglected those.
"Tanda mo pa pala 'yon" Natatawa kong sabi.
He stared at me for a moment and spoke.
"Really. How would I forget things about you?" He mumbled but that's enough for me to hear it.
Tangina. Ang swerte ko kay Nathan. Dati pa.
Sa mga oras na ito parang ayoko na siyang pakawalan kahit kailan man ay hindi ko siya nahawakan.
Pwede bang huminto ang oras?
Pwede bang akin na lang siya ulit?
Lord, ready na po ako this time sumugal sa pag-ibig kasama siya. Pwede pong take 2 na ngayon?
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