Unexpected love

Chapter 17 : why is he helping me ?

Nolan's prov:

As he helps me into his car I can't help but think about  the reasons for all this...

why he is doing this ?
Why is he helping me?
What dose he want from me?
Dose he want to hurt me like everyone else ? Like Marcus hurt me and touched me

He definitely wants to hurt me he can't just be doing this without out wanting something in return but what is it he wants? 

I think as I look over at Lewis shutting the door with charity still in his arms

Oh god I've put charity at risk again!!!

But she trust him.... that never happens with anyone it even took her a long time to warm up to me

That's got to mean something right?

I continue to watch him with tired eyes as he pulls out a car seat...which i completely forgot to ask about as well I've never really been in a car

The only time I remember being in a car was when I was 5 and it was the drive over to the orphanage yet I can only remember snippets of that journey after my parents left

My parents....

I turn my head back as charity is being bulked up in the seat my eyes feeling heavy

And the thoughts of my parents Clouding my vision

"Hey Will it's Lewis" Lewis says making me jump out of the dark thoughts circling dangerously in my head

I slowly look over with heavenly eyes to see he's on the phone my my eyes start to close and I can't help but oblige

"I'm not in school right now but I need your help" I hear Lewis's shaky voice say

I hear distant shouts that must be coming from the person on the phone but I end up drowning it out

"Y-yeah okay I'll see you in a bit then?" I hear Lewis says more shakily Then a few second later it all goes quite

And giving into the exhaustion is getting more and more appealing

But I suddenly feel fingers brushing my hair out of the way of my bruised eye making me flutter my eyes open slightly and cautiously look at him

"H-hey you need to stay awake for me yeah?" He says softly making me open my eyes and nod very slowly as if I said anything I may vomit again I lay down more into the seat trying to lay in a position that dose not hurt me

Lewis starts to drive after turning back around to the wheel but I can sense his anxiousness well anyone could it was written so clearly In  his body language and facial Expressions

Why is he so anxious ?

I turn my gaze to the window trying not to make it obvious that I was staring

"I-I-is n-nolie g-g-g-o-wing t-to
b-be o-oh-owkay?" Charity's small voice from behind us asks pulling my gaze over too Lewis again

"Yeah he's going to be in good hands you don't need to worry" Lewis replies to charity softly as He looks up through mirror at her  and smiles at her Which is obviously a fake considering how anxious he still looks while smiling

But charity seems to take it and continues to stay quite

But I on the other hand have the thoughts of more people I don't know touching me and looking at me starting  to make me panic