6 Years After • Completed

xxx. Dear P'Arthit

Dear P'Arthit,

Hey P'!

I'm sending this letter 6 years from this day. So unoriginal, right? But you told me you love future letters because they're romantic so I know for sure you would want to receive one too. And I, being your best husband, would want to do everything to make you happy.

But you're right, if you didn't send a letter like this, I didn't even want to think how our lives would be right now.

I can't think of a life without you in it.

Btw, you're currently sleeping beside me, you look so peaceful and just handsome.

Did you know that I spent almost an hour just looking at you while caressing your wedding ring? I can't believe it! It still feels surreal to me that we're married.

Anyway, happy 6th year anniversary of our marriage!

I don't want to ask such questions about how our lives have been because I know it won't be perfect, there will be times we're going to fight, we're going to have small misunderstandings but everything is welcome if it's with you but this I promise you, a night will never pass of our without our problems getting fixed, I want you always sleeping every night with a contented smile on your face.

Never will I make you feel bad about yourself again or intentionally make you sad.

But I do hope we're both successful in our chosen careers and we already have our kids running around our simple house. Cute kids like you with pets. I can't help but think about this but they're probably going to like you more than me because you're obviously the cooler dad but it's fine. Even I love you more than I love myself. No one can not love you more because that's who you are, you are so easy to be loved.

But this I wanted to ask, do I make you happy? Did I make you happy?

Please answer me via sending me another future letter haha just kidding. I don't know why I'm asking this, maybe I need some concrete answers, apart from seeing the beautiful smile on your face which tells me I've done something worthwhile in my life. Your smile alone is enough to make me satisfied but I also want to hear sweet words from you, of course~

But you know what I hate you saying? You always downgrade yourself, doubting how can I ever fall for someone like you? How can I not?

You always ask me, what did I see in you?

My answer?

I saw you.

Just you alone and you made me fall in love. Every bit of you.

You do know that I was the first one to fall, right? Do you know how I see you P'? I see you as only but a dream, even until now, something I could only hope of having so please excuse me if every day, I stare at you and you see me smiling crazily to myself, it's just me realizing, every day (YES! every day!) that you really are, no doubt, with me and I'm not dreaming.

I can't even decide where to start describing you. And I'm not some Disney's prince, I'm like that only because you inspire me to be like that because that's the kind of person you deserve to be with. Someone to cherish you, someone to look at you as if you're the most precious thing because you are. You are the best person I laid my eyes on. You are right P', I deserve the best that's why I'm with you because you are the best.

I promise not to be too possessive or jealous because I want you comfortable around me. I don't want you scared at me.

No read this part if we're not together anymore because I know for sure this, what we have, is going to last forever.

Thank you for being with me. Thank you for staying with me. Here's to more adventures with you.

I'm so happy and excited to spend the rest of my life with you!

I love you so much. Always and forever.

Yours,
Kongpob

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