Finn won't talk to me or puck.
Why did I have to cry
I silently wipe my tears away.
Why didn't I just tell him to go away and not comfort me.
The kids are staying the weekend with their grandparents so I have until then to get Finn to listen to me.
I quickly get up and open the bedroom door to see Finn watching Soccer "I didn't cheat on you" I say walking towards him he rolls his eyes real mature "Finn Damn it!" I say I never cuss but my husband wind listen to me and I'm sick of it. "Rachel what do you want me to say?" He ask "I'm sorry I came in to see my wife and my best friend cuddling on my couch?!" He says standing up "Finn, a family member died ok? I was sad you weren't here! I was upset he hugged me I was tired I didn't mean to fall asleep hugging him" I say he looks at me "I'm sorry" he says coming towards me but I step away "You didn't trust me!" I yell he looks down ashamed "Rachel can we just out this in the past?!" He says I shake my head "Finn, you didn't trust the woman you have kids with and married, and now you want to put that in the past?" I yell he nods slowly "sleep on the couch" I say before going in my room he didn't trust me. Why? Am I a bad wife? It made me mad. I'm allowed to not be perfect why was he so quick to Believe I cheated? I didn't now he wants to forget... Why? If I let that happen then that would be the first of many mistakes he would want to forget.
I want to see my babies
I start to cry again.
I lost another family member...
I start to cry a little lounder mentally cussing at myself. When the bedroom door opens and Finn comes in I sit up and crash in to his shoulder crying and sobbing "I'm sorry Finn I shouldn't get so mad" I sob he rubs my back saying "its okay baby, We aren't perfect I'm sorry to baby" he says I pull away from his shoulder and laugh at his soaked shirt he looks down and laughs. "So do I still have to sleep on that couch?" He ask I shake my head "good! Its not comfy" I nod and pat the bed he moves and sits next to me "We need a new couch" I say he laughs "tomorrow want to go couch shopping?" He ask I nod "that'd be great" I laugh "I'm tired" he says I nod and slowly fall asleep with my head on his chest and his arms around me.
The last thing I herd him say was
"I Love. You Rachel" I smile and fall asleep
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