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~ alternative universe
"hey baby!" you cheerfully greeted your boyfriend when he picked up the call.
"good morning, love." his morning voice rasped in your ear.
"sorry, i forgot that it's so early for you. should i call back?" you queried. feeling bad for possibly waking him up.
"no, i was awake anyway. how's your day?"
"it's good! i sent in my final paperwork today." you told him, a big smile plastered on your face.
"no way! that's great, hun. i'm thinking of you."
you breathed out, a clenching feeling in your chest. "i love you, shawn. and i miss you so much. thankfully you'll be back in two weeks."
"i miss you, too." he admitted. voice raw and you pictured him laying in bed with his messy hair.
"i've been wanting to tell you something." you anxiously bit down your lip.
"okay. me too, actually."
"oh? what is it?" you queried.
"no you go ahead, it's not important." he said even though his voice sounded panicked and stressed out.
"it seems like it is. what is going on?" you furrowed your eyebrows. it suddenly sucked even more that he wasn't there and you couldn't see his face expressions.
"nothing. it's all good." he sighed.
"tell me!" you demanded with a worried voice, slowly pacing around in your bathroom.
"they offered me a permanent job." he admitted.
you froze. you didn't know how to react. should you be happy for him? happy that he could live his dream but would leave you?
"y/n? are you there?" his voice echoed through the speaker of your phone.
"y-yes, i'm here." you said, wandering through your hair with your free hand as you started to pace around again.
"there's always the possibility of me declining their offer." he told you.
"but you wouldn't actually want to do that. you want to say yes, am i right?"
"of course i want to say yes. this is an amazing opportunity for me." he breathed.
"i know it is." you nodded your head, sitting down on the edge of your bathtub.
"you could always come to new york, babe." he said even though it sounded more like pleading.
"new york? no, this was your dream, not mine. i can't go to new york, shawn! i've just turned my application for a job here in. i thought you'd said that you would only be away for two months to get more experienced so you could start something here?" your body began to shiver. the thought of losing him completely breaking everything in you.
