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you surrounded the warm cup of tea with your fingers as you watched over the insanely beautiful landscape, the sun waking over the hills and birds chirping. your heart warmed and a small smile crept on your lips.
you and shawn were currently at the coast of wales, far, far away from any toxic people, any WiFi, and social media - a dream. an utterly dream. the past couple months had been challenging for you and for shawn. especially your relationship had to suffer.
never once any of you thought about ending things, though. you two loved each other so strongly, none of you could imagine going though the pain of a breakup nor a life without the other half.
to bond again, shawn bought two flights to the uk. a couple days after you landed at heathrow airport and made your way to the middle of nowhere in Wales.
long, incredible long, car rides and tons of euphoric moments later you made it up a small hill. it was late at night, not a single noise was heard besides the sound of the waves whose crushed on the beach just a couple hundred meters down the hill.
three days later and you felt like you had just fallen in love with shawn. the stress of your normal daily life really showed itself on your personal life. but now and here, somewhere where those things didn't even exists, you felt truly happy. and so did shawn.
he was still sleeping, the last night was spent with hours of love making. however, you didn't want to sleep so long. you felt like you would miss too much of this beautiful place.
the house was build in 18th century and it's furniture was original old british. it was exactly what everyone would imagine under a perfect get away week. you had everything, a beautiful garden, a wonderful cozy house, the ocean right in front of your eyes, your favorite tea flavor and, of course, the love of your life, sleeping ever so peaceful in the king sized bed behind the balcony door next to you.
you stayed in your position for about ten more minutes, sipping your tea and listening to the birds. walking inside the warm british house again you sat down on one side of the bed, the face of your lover facing you. his lips were slightly parted, brown curls laying messily all over his face making you smile.
you placed the - now empty - cup of tea at the nightstand and brushed his sloppy curls out of his face. you then laid on your stomach, your elbows helping you to hover over shawn. you then pressed sweet little kisses on his cheek until he quietly groaned. you chuckled,
"mhh morning baby" you whispered in his ear.
he didn't respond, instead he wrapped his toned arms around your waist and pulled you on his upper body. you shrieked, then giggled. his head rested in the crook of your neck, hair slightly tickling your sensitive skin while he spoiled you with a bunch of kisses.
"slept good?" his raspy morning voice asked after a while. you turned so you were chest to chest and you could lay your head onto his shoulder. your fingertips drawing circles on his slightly but well haired chest.
"perfect." you hummed, shawn agreed and kissed the top of your head. "wanna make some breakfast? i'm starving," you chuckled.
"yeah, let's go, love." he answered, intertwining your hands before he slowly propped hisself up and threw a blank white tee and pyjama pants on.
you were already dressed in a long sleeve of shawn and grey sweats. it was october and since the house was very old, the heater wasn't good at keeping the house warm. instead, there was a wood burner in the small living room. shawn struggled to set it on fire the first two times but now he saw himself as a pro.
as you reached the kitchen, shawn already stood with his back to your front at the counter and prepared breakfast. hugging his torso from behind you left small kisses on his clothed shoulder. he turned around now hugging your waist and you slide your arms around his neck. he leaned in to peck your lips once, then met your lips again in a much more passionate but gentle kiss.
"careful," you warned, "don't let the eggs burn."
he hummed, pecking your lips once more before he payed attention on the eggs again.
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a couple hours later, you were snuggled up in at least three thick blankets as you sat outside the house, eyes traveled over the small hills and woods. shawn's body was pressed against yours as you leaned into him. his hand were tracing small circles on your thigh while the other one held a cup of tea.
"shawn?" you broke the too comfortable silence.
"hm, yeah?"
"what's happening when we get back?" you asked, being aware of the fact that this topic could kill the happy mood.
shawn sighed,
"i don't know, hun. what do you want to happen?" he asked back. you shifted in his embrace, turning your face aside so you could see him.
"i want us to be exactly how we are right now, how we are here." you answered truthfully.
"trust me y/n, i want that too. more than anything."
"so why aren't we?" you pouted.
"hun, there's so much going on in our lives. our life isn't like this." he gestured with his hands to the small house besides you, "our life isn't here."
"i know. i just don't want to grow apart again." you sighed, suddenly feeling the urge to cry. "i love you too much, shawn."
"i love you." he almost whispered, cupping your jaw and capturing the moment in a long and intimate kiss. "so, so much."
you bite back tears, looking directly into his eyes.
"don't let anything happen to us." you pleaded. his face softened and a small frown set on his face.
"i won't." he shook his head, "i promise." "we needed time to heal y/n, and we took it. look at us, we are better than ever." he smiled softly. you pressed your forehead against his, nodding and sharing the smile.
