Oh god
Oh god
Oh god
It's tomorrow
And Sly's being weird
AND IT'S TOMORROW
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Why do you hate me god? Why?
Bastard.
Sly's all – "You know you can tell me anything right? You know I'm here if you need me?"
And I'm all shit shit shit shit shit.
- "I'm fine."
Sly – "you've been acting strange lately."
Me- "What do you mean?"
Sly – "Moody."
So I said my bits are currently acting like an open wound, which in spite of the circumstances I actually giggled.
Haha, open wound.
Anyway,
Sly went all sincere
- "Oh, I've never notice you change like that though? Is it your Mum? We're trying really hard to find her. The publicity will help as well when we go on the Breakfast show."
So I just nodded and let him hug me because I am obviously sad about that and I would do anything to talk to her right now but
I DON'T KNOW PHILLIP I AM FREAKING OUT
What if this is just some plan?
What if he knows?!?!
He goes on about families and babies and all that a lot. Did you know he was adopted? And all his siblings were too. I think that's why he goes on about how important family is all the time. But I don't think he gets it when I say I want a family one day means not with him. It's like he has completely forgotten our fight.
He keeps trying to make out with me which is annoying.
Maybe I'll talk to him again tomorrow after everything. Not about the abortion but just to make sure he understands we aren't a thing. Then I can stay at Greg's after so he can have some alone time. I know we have to do that show the day after tomorrow but Ian will be back, he could maybe do it instead.
I'll probably be too sore from the operation anyway.
Scary.
Wish me luck Phillip, I'm gonna try sleep.
You – "Good luck Caroline."
Thanks Phillip.
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Phillip
HumorA famous activist becomes obsessed with an asexual girl. Hello Phillip I guess we've come to the end of this journey. Get it? Journey? Because you're a journal. Hah. Reading back I've just realised that you and I have been through a lot...
