Please talk to me Caroline.
I'm sorry for what I said to you when I was angry and if it scared you. I'm sorry I pushed you into it. I'm sorry I was unable to calm down or use the right words so you could properly understand why this is such a big deal. This is so much bigger than both of us, it's a life! Can't you see that?
I'm not angry anymore because we have to get along now and despite reading this journal and seeing how much you don't like me I still love you. That's why you need to understand why I did it. I didn't do it to punish you or get you stuck with me I did it because I'm not afraid anymore of anyone knowing that I love you. They should know. Even if I hadn't they would find out when you start to show. I know you hate this now but you will love our baby and maybe after some time you'll love me too.
You haven't seen the full show yet, you don't have to if you don't want to, but you walking out after I admitted our relationship managed to come across as you being upset over your Mother. And if you would get out of bed and talked to me you'd know that she has been found because of what I did. Silence is just going to make the next nine months a lot longer. I've risked my image and job for you now. I'm not crazy I just care.
With love,
Sylvester
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