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Bestfriends?

"No fuck you! I'm tired of your bullshit que!"
I yelled to my boyfriend of three years.
"Three years que! Three FUCKING yea" my voice broke mid-sentence but I straightened myself up.

I cleared my throat. This hurts bro.
"There years gone down the drain because you couldn't keep your dick in your pants." I said quietly crying,
I look at him and my heart hurts. I love him and it hurts.

My silent crying soon turned into sobbing as I fell to the floor.

He came to my side. "Baby I'm so sorry."
He said pull me into his embrace. I accept only because I have no energy to pull away.

"Fuck you que!" I said and got up storming out the door with my keys.

I reached my car and called my best friend Billie.
"Hi mamas!" She said through the phone.
I sighed. Billie immediately sensing my mood.
"What's wrong y/n?"  She said concerned.
"Can I come over?" I ask quietly.
"Always." I smiled slightly.

"Alright see you bils." I said raising my voice a little.
"See you mamas, drive safe, I love you." She says. "I love you too."
She hung up.

Now I'm left with my thoughts.

This hurts so bad. I had three fucking years of romantic history with this man. He just threw it down the drain for some roast beef ass pussy! 

I love him with everything in me! How could he do this shit!

I immediately pulled myself out my thoughts when I almost went heads on with a truck.

5 mins later I pull up to Billies.

Her already standing outside. I got out and she ran to hug me. "Are you ok mamas." She looked at me and frowns as she sees dried tears on my face.

"Come on mamas." She said escorting me inside.

I sat in the couch and she turns to me.
"Tell me what's wrong." She said looking at me longingly.
I sighed a shaky breath. Inhale. Exhale.
I ran a hand through my curly hair.

"Que c-cheated on me again." I whispered a tear rolling down my cheek.
She pulled me in a hug.

"Again! I thought you said he stopped. Well you know what they say. Once a cheater. Always a cheater." She says. She kissed my forehead. "You deserve better babes. Don't let anyone treat you any less than your worth. And that is exactly what he did."

I sighed. Once again.

"But it hurts Billie."

She ran her hand through my scalp. Massaging it softly. "I know y/n. But your strong and he was stupid but was also- the love of your life. You have a right- more than a right to be hurt." I nodded.

"T-three" I was cut off by sobs.
"Three FUCKING YEARS FOR THAT PIECE OF S-shit" i said yelling but my voice soon breaking. I broke and tears fell down my face uncontrollably. Me trying my best to stop them.

Billie hugged me tighter and rocked me.
"It's ok mamas, let it out." She kissed my cheek. I shook my head aggressively.
"I'm tired of crying." I said weakly.
"I'm tired of him."

She nodded. "I understand mamas. How about we take our minds off que and have a little fun, yeah?" She asked. I smiled.

"That's why your my best friend!" I said smiling slightly. Her smiles falters a little, but she smiles again quickly, not quickly enough but I shrugged it off.

Billie made some popcorn and we sat down on her couch and watched the office, courtesy of her of course.

I laughed, not at the show but at Billies laughing. She's so beautiful.