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"I'm jealous of the rain That falls upon your skin It's closer than my hands have been I'm jealous of the rain I'm jealous of the wind That ripples through your clothes It's closer than your shadow Oh, I'm jealous of the wind" - jealous; labyrinth —————————————————————
Billie pov
I watched as the wind blew in her hair as she wrote in a notebook.
The wind pulling her hair as she's pulling me in.
Her y/h/c hair shining upon the sun as shes scrunched her eyebrows at certain things she wrote.
I wish I could be that close to her
Every fiber in my body is completely infatuated with her.
Her bright smile that looks so mysterious, so beautiful.
Her beautiful y/e/c eyes caught mine and I immediately turn my head as a boy walks to her.
I'm jealous of the way they can talk to her
My stomach twinges as they talk.
A light blush cross her sun kissed cheeks as she shun that all to good smile to him.
I watched as he got her to laugh and smile.
I wanna make her laugh to see that beautiful smile
Her hands going to tuck her hair behind her ear.
She bit her pink luscious lips and batted her beautiful long eyelashes at him.
I watched as he grabbed her hand.
I'm jealous of the way he touches your skin
His hands are closer than I've ever been
I look the other way no longer wanting to feel that pain.
When he leaves i want to talk to her, but I don't.
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The next day she's again outside against a tree. Her usually y/h/t hair now wet and crinkled as the rain adorned her skin.
I'm jealous of the rain
Running upon y/s/c skin glistening even though there's no sunshine
Your still scribbling away at your notebook even though it's pouring
Rain drops collecting on my eyelashes as I gaze upon her glory until I don't fell the drops anymore.
I look up and now see a baby blue sky. As clear as day , not a gray cloud in sight.
I shift my gaze to the y/h/c haired girl and see her smiling.
That smile brightens stormy days
I watch as you get up and walk away but again I say nothing.
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I bit my lip twisting and turning thinking of the beautiful girl.
Who lay next to her?
Sadness flashes over my face as I think of someone other than me laying next to her.
Someone else caressing her skin and kissing her neck as I want to.
Touching her in ways only I would allow myself to.
Maybe the boy at the park that day?
I find myself wondering if night sees you more than I do.
I find myself jealous of the nights.
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Again staring at you not giving a care in the day as you writing upon in your notebook that holds so much knowledge of you that I don't know.
I'm jealous of the way it touches you before I do. I'm jealous of the notebook
I will talk to you today.
I'm sure of it.
I can't handle a second more of being jealous of things when I can have you.
At least I hope I can.
I swallow my fears and sit beside you.
You look up, your beautiful curious eyes scanning my face.
I hold out a hand.
"Hi I'm Billie." I smiled.
"Y/n" you grab my hand and I finally get a feel of your soft skin.
