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🅈🄾🅄 🅂🅃🅄🄿🄸🄳 🄼🄵!

"Wrote you a letter
Now that I'm here without you
Hope that your better
Hope that you've found someone new." Remember me; UMI

To Billie:

2/15/16

You've hurt me, you've damaged me, you've made me regret my only means of living.....

You

You've made me fall in love with you and you've broken my heart.

You made me the titanic and you've sunken me like the icebergs that grows from the never ending depths of the sea.

You've abused me mentally and physically but the worse part is, is that I would take you back in a heart beat.And I still would.

You were toxic.

Maybe in the future I'll be more mature and I'll know my worth but being with you is making it so hard for me to find myself.

Even though you don't deserve it, I love you.
I know you won't care about the predicament of me leaving you and me being broken.
I just wanted some sense of closure.

                                                -y/n

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It's been four years sense my departure of Billie.

I'm 21 now.

I'm better than I've ever been.

I'll admit the break was hard.

You never came to find me though.

You contacted me a couple times but that's it.

You didn't run after me like off of the movies. You didn't stop my plane before it flew out of the state of California.

You didn't run to me and beg for me back.

Who the hell am I kidding, your not romantic enough for that shit, nor did you love me enough.

That's in the past, your in the past and I've come to that conclusion over the last four years.

I've gotten older, you should know that I've changed.

I can be better now.

I can start over.

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When I disconnected with Billie, she was my only safe home, she was my only back board to build from. When I left her I started from nothing and I think I'm pretty strong for that.

Ive went from staying in motels, to hotels, to a apartment, to a small house,to a condo, to a mansion.

I think I doing great actually.

"Mrs y/l/n!"
My butler Howard said.

"Yes howie?" I asked putting on my earring.

"Mr. Dillion wants you to design one of his singers." He states.

I'm a famous designer.