Me and Niall stared at each other while Emma was serving the cake, we both ate alot, but at the end, I started to feel funny so I gave up, but Niall gave up a the same time so we called it even, but this was not the end of our food competition.
The rest of the night me and Emma hung out, I told her that I couldnt stand living with my mum anymore, and that I felt bad that I left her with her cancer, but I had sent a message to my aunt and she said she would take care of her, which made me VERY happy!
''I'm sorry for saying this, but I never liked your mum. She was a bit of a cunt.'' Emma said and I laughed nad nodded. She had never been much of a mother for me. Before the cancer, she took a lot of drugs, and then I mean a lot! And she brought home strange men almost every night, one guy gave me a scar, on my bottom lip. But I didn't even remember what happen, maybe I didn't want to remember either...
We talked a bit and then Emma fell asleep. That boring feeling hit me right in the stomach. I want to do something funny! I went out of the room and opened the balcony door and took a step out. The cold air licked my face. I searched in my pocket and took out a cigarette and a lighter, I took a deep breath as I lightened it. The burning feeling went down my chest and warm smoke came out of my mouth.
''Smoking kills.'' A voice suddenly said behind me. I turned around to find Niall standing in the door opening with a smile across his face.
''Please don't tell Emma. I told her I'd quit.'' I begged and let go of the cigarette so it fell to the ground. I took a step forward and put out the cigarette. '
''And you should too. It's not good for you.'' He said with that beautiful irish accent.
''It's not that easy.'' I looked at the ground. My fucked up life made me do all this, smoke, drink, sneak out in the middle of the night, get in trouble. I can promise that the whole police department knew about me.
''Your life or stop smoking?'' How did he even..? Nevermind. He noticed that I was broken because of my life, but still thats no excuse to do bad things.
''Both.'' I sighed. I was that kinda person you could read like an open book, and I knew he could tell if I was lying.
''You know, I don't even know you that well. But if you wanna talk, or just share about your life with me that's okay. I'm kind of a good listener and wouldn't mind listen to you.'' He sat down in one of the chairs that was on the cold balcony.
I smiled at the ground. He was really cute! And that he seemed to care about me and my boring life just made me... I don't know.. happy? So I decided to tell him, and I told him every part! From when my mom started with drugs, the strange men, the cancer. And how everything fucked up me, my life, my education!
''I'm not gonna lie to you Melanie. Your life is a mess!'' he laughed and I laughed with him.
''Yeah, not everyone can have a perfect life, even if they want to...'' I sighed.
''No one has a perfect life Mel.'' He smiled at me, not with the lips, but with those shining deep blue eyes. They were sparkling!
''You seem to have a perfect life, from what I know.'' I looked at the ground again.
''I have my bad moments too.'' He said.
I couldn't believe this... Niall started to share some of his 'bad moments'. I didn't even know him, but he trusted in me, and cared about me that much he felt like he could tell me. And that just made everything bad in my wolrd disappear!
Okay, so long time I updated, but I start to feel that it's getting funnier to write, so I'll maybe update tomorrow! :D
Have you guys bought TMH yet? ITS SOOOO GOOOOOOD!
But anyways... this is kind of a boring chapter, but I'll get there soon, I promise!
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