Did Time Stop?

06. ROOMMATES

Mattia's POV
His body softened and I swear my heart stopped, I looked down at him in awe.
"What's your name?" I ask looking at him.
"Kairi, Kairi Cosentino. What's yours?" He replies.
"I'm Mattia, Mattia Polibio. Are you feeling any better?" I say softly rubbing his back. I just met this boy and I swear he is already changing me, I don't know why I feel these things or what they mean. I'm scared, I see how people get treated now a days just for being different and I can't go through that. I can't put myself through that kind of pain. So I push the thought away and just look down at the boy in my arms. I can't hurt him either, The last thing I would ever want to do is hurt him , he's so small, not fragile though. This boy can definitely handle his self. He's strong yet he's scared, hurt, and worst he's alone. I know he's been through a lot and I can't put him through anything else. Hell I can't even be gay, who my parents are? The last thing I need is for my dad to find out that I'm even questioning myself. I just can't help but feel a small pit of desire in my stomach, my eyes are slowly changing to a light purple. I know because I can feel the sensation in my eyes, I'm in my head my thoughts are making my senses act up. Holy shit! I never believed in true love or love at first sight. None of that ever made sense to me, but this boy is different. When I look at him the pit in my stomach grows and when I saw him hurt my heart sunk, but when I met his eyes and truly saw him he was beautiful. Everything about this boy pulled me in and I already knew I was to deep. Hoping, praying that I don't fall for him, which is ironic because of who I am. I don't usually pray, I guess you could say it's just not something I could do. I blink and shake my head having my thoughts leave my head while I look back down at the boy.
"Yes, I'm okay. Thank you for sticking up for me." He says shyly, he looks down but I can see the blush creeping on his face.
I chuckle to myself "We should probably go find our rooms, we can't sit in the hallway all day."
"Hmm I don't know I'm kinda liking the hallway, the carpet burn and smell of cleaning chemicals is amazing." He says obviously being sarcastic.
"Yeah yeah, get up idiot." I say hitting his shoulder. I like this kid, the vibe he gives off. The way he is such a good person no matter how long he's known you.
"W-what... take that back." He says giving me puppy dog eyes and if I could I would've fucked him right there. His face was so innocent yet sad, he was sticking his bottom lip out and it took every bone in my body not to fuck this boy into oblivion. He's so cute.
"I'm in room 204. What's your room number?" He asks tilting his head to the side, god I love when he does that. Wait!!!! Did he say 204?!!!? Holy shittt!!! That's my room.
"204." I say looking down at him smirking slightly.
"You're kidding!" He says clearly trying not to smile.
"I was so scared who my roommate would be. Thank god it's you!!" He says and hugs me.
"This should be fun." I whisper in his ear then making eye contact. He gasps and looks down blushing one again. God he's so innocent, it's adorable how many times he blushes. Wait what? What am I saying? I don't mean that. I can't. stop.
Why is he staring at me like that? I hear
Should I not have said that?
He's probably not even gay.
Omg his eyes are staring into mine
Who was talking? Him well not him exactly....

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