*Sam's pov*
I stand near the fire, staring off into space. I shed a tear, it's been 16 long, hard years without Alaska. Lexi is a teenager now. She is just as beautiful as Alaska was. Is. I miss her so much. Lexi walks and kisses me on the cheek.
"Merry Christmas dad. I'm going to visit mum for a while." She says putting on some gloves and a scarf.
"Have fun. Merry Christmas, honey." I say fiddling with my fingers.
I hear the front door close and I burst into tears. I can't do this anymore.
*Lexi's pov*
I went to the cemetery with some flowers. I parked outside and found her grave. I bursted into tears. I saw a photo frame with a picture of her in it. Wow I look a lot like her, dad was right. But she's so pretty. I set the flowers down.
"Hey mum. Dad misses you. A lot. I wish you were here. I love you. Merry Christmas." I say and wipe my tears.
*Sam's pov*
I decided to get it out of the way. Do it quickly. I grab a bottle of pills and write a note to Lexi.
