San POV
I was going downstairs for having a drink but suddenly I heard a phone ringing but I don't know where and who's phone was ringing. I walking slowly as I looking around to see anyone here but no one showing up. I walk passing a dining table and I found the phone.
"There's the phone."
It was Seonghwa's phone, I pick that up but as soon I see a name that appeared on the screen I froze. It's Sissy as I know it's Seohyun. I just looking at the phone untill it's stop ringing. I letting out my heavy breath and want to put the phone back but after a second it's ringing back.
I got panicked because I don't know what should I do. Should I just pick up the call or just going to ignore that? But what if it's important calls? If I pick that up it's not weird right? Should I or shouldn't?
Oh god, I'm stuck!
The phone ringing on my hands about fifth times and I suddenly felt a little guilty if I keep ignoring the call. But I'm too afraid to answer that call. So, I made up my mind if the phone called again for a sixth times I'll going to answer that and how lucky me it's ringing again.
I slide the answer button and put that phone on my ear. Oh god! She's so loud. Her screaming frustrated voice filled up my ear. It's been so long since I heard her voice. I can imagine how she pout a mouth and her face getting red when she's mad. It's too cute and I can't help myself for not smiling like a dumbass now.
I clearing my throat before I speak up and like I imagine she will shocked and quiet. I almost laughing but I trying to hold back my laughter. Her shock expression pop out at my mind, how I miss that face.
After a second she replied me and she stutter. What? Stutter? For god sake I love seeing her fluttered face. I wish I can standing in front of her and observed all her reaction because it's too cute to handle.
"Okay, I hung up."
That's how my short conversation with her ended. I didn't realize that I kept smiling like an idiot while looking at the phone untill someone approach me. I got jumped a little when I turning my head. It's Seonghwa.
"What are you doing?" He asked me.
"Oh-- uh hyung, your phone kept ringing when I having a drink so I got no choice for pick up the call." I replied him and give him his phone back.
"Oh really? So, what they tell you?" He asked again and putting his phone on his pocket.
"Nothing, she asked you to call her back." I said while trying to walk away.
"She? Oh-- is it Seohyun?" He said with surprised tone. I just hummed for a respond.
"....so that's why you were smiling like that. Are you happy?" He said while raising his eyebrows for teasing me.
"I have no clue what were you trying to said and-- excuse me, I going to my room." I said while shaking my head and going to upstairs quickly. As I heard Seonghwa laughing down there.
Shut up, Seonghwa!
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Flashback
"San, open the door or I will broke this one."
It's wooyoung who wanted to speak with me. I got no mood to having a conversation with someone after what happened between me and Seohyun. It's not like I can't move on but it just-- I keep asking why and why she leave me. That's all.
I walking to the door and open the locked. After that I sat back on my bed and waiting Wooyoung to get inside my room. He come closer to me and sat beside me. Before he could said anything I heard he sighed heavily and make me turning my head to looking at him.
"I'm not dying idiot, stop it." I said and hitting Wooyoung arm playfully.
"Yeah, right but why you acting like you're the one. San, it's three months already and you can't keep yourself in this damn room, please." He replied while showing his annoyed concerned face.
"Wooyoung, look I'm good okay? So, stop worrying about me." I said and cupped his cheek with my both hand.
"Tell me how? You rarely eat, you not going outside and you don't speak with us. Just share with me and let us help you." He pushed my hands away and crossing his hand on the chest.
"You can't help me, no one can. She leave me." I sighed while brushing a ring that Seohyun give it to me at my finger.
"Yes, she leave you. But please she not leave you with a purpose and believe me when I said-- she really love you." He said while holding my shoulder tight.
"I don't know i--" I replied him but before I could finished my word he interrupted me.
"San, listen to me-- she love you. Okay, it's embarrassing to saying that now but I got rejected by her while she choosing you instead me. Shit!" He said and stroking his hair rough while his eyes looking to other way.
"What? You like her too?" I gasped as I shocked when I know Wooyoung having a kind of feeling toward Seohyun.
"It's not just me okay. Don't asked me more." He said nonchalantly.
"So, back to our topic. It's not just you, she's hurts too. The last time I saw her when she talking about you, I seriously back off. She love you more than she love herself. She want you to be happy and I don't know but-- I remember she said she doesn't want to ruined anything. She's thinking a lot like a really a lot before she made the decision." He said sincerely as I can see his eyes tell me the truth.
I just letting out my sighed like a thousands time. I don't know if I should believe what Wooyoung trying to said but I already know that night what Seohyun said was all lies. She can't even look at my eyes like what she did everytime she meant it something but her word already make a bleed into my heart.
I can't do anything because the fact she's hurting me was still there and I'm in pain. Whatever the thing was I still can't forget what she did to me. I hate it. I'm not hated her but I can't lying myself.
She really make a messed in my life.
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