MISSED | ATEEZ (SEQUEL MESSED) ✔

THIRTEEN

San POV

I love you, san...

After a very long time, a couple of year, I think this was her first time saying that word to me. As I remember, I'm the only one who will cherished her with that word. I didn't expected she will confessed her feeling to me after she decided to leave me or maybe I didn't expected this too early.

I can't lying myself if I said I don't love her. Well, she's my first and I want her to be my last too. It's not like I'm having someone now but yes it is and I need to admitted this one. She came to me when the time I needed someone to leaning on, I like her but fall in love with her-- it's too complicated. She asked me to tried it first and see how the thing work or how long we can go through.

I running my finger as I stroking my hair roughly and walking to my my room but before I could walking further, I see Seohyun's room was opened. She told us that no one allowed to get inside the room but I don't care it's not my fault since she not closing her door well.

I stepping my feet slowly to the door and as I reached there I got surprised a little. She's got into painting? I just shrugging off as I observing all the painting and mostly a drawing about us. It's about me and the boys.

"Nice work." I praising her as I keep my eyes into the painting untill I stopped at one picture. I pulling out my hand and slowly caressed the drawing while I breathing sharp and sit down on the chair beside the painting.

"She really missed me like this-- much?"

I looking at the picture which is she had drawing my face. As I remember I never give her or anything picture unless the old one. It's me and her in a one frame. I continued observing the painting untill I spotted something.

The only one I love, sannie. I wish I not forgetting your face... I miss you so much.

The writing was at the edge of the canvas. I licking my lips that almost dry as I feel my heart scrunching with that word. I touching the drawing and my eyes started to formed a tears before it could happen I quickly getting up and wanted to going out from the room but then I stopped again.

"She painting this picture too...."

I looking at the image that she almost finish it. It's pretty nice. The only one picture that I having with her. She's still the same person even it's three years already but the memories never leave me. She so happy that day and same as me, I just smiling soft when looking at the picture as I remember so well what happened that day.

Am I still love her? To be honest, yes.

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"I did it, Yeonjun."

I said as I put my palm on my face. After I left my house earlier, I calling Yeonjun and gladly he already finished his class. He asked me to go to our usual place. It's a cafe but mostly people who was coming here said that it's look alike a pub. I take a coke on my other hand and drinking that in a fast way.

"Slowly, princess. You know carbonated drinks not healthy at all." He said and sighed to me.

"Well, you need to thanks me because I'm not taking an alcohol now." I smirking on him and took the last drop.

"Okay, fine. Tell me what happened?" He rolling his eyes before he asking me.

"I told him--." I paused my word and released my heavy breathing.

"I love him." I continue my word again.

"Oh that's great. I mean you can having him back, right? He love you and you love him what are you waiting for?" He said to me. I just zoning out for awhile before I sighed again.