"He was your brother's friend?! Seonghwa?!"
Bella said almost screaming and I pretty sure her voice echoed the whole dining room. While I just gritted my teeth and give her a suck face before glancing a little eyes to San. He just doing nothing but smiling as innocent he can.
Fuck Choi San with his acting!
"Now it making sense, babe." She said while chewing her food.
San make us a dinner and I'm not gonna be a hoe if I said he bad at cooking. I really need to admit this one, that he really good at cooking. It's quite tasty.
"What?" I raising my brows to her.
"That time, when he coming here at our campus. You look so shocking like you seeing a ghost. Why you didn't tell me right after he come that day?" She asked me sternly and I gulping my food hard down my throat.
"Because-- nothing to proud of. Plus, why would I introducing him to you. I am nobody to him and same as him." I intensely said to her and shoving another bite into my mouth.
"That's rude to saying like that in front of him, Seohyun." She scoffed and glancing into San as her elbow touching my side body.
"Pardon? I used to speak like that you know me, don't you?" I annoying asked her back.
"Well, it's true but you used to speak like that with a stranger and he's not--." She almost finishing her word but then I cut her off.
"He is stranger." I said lowered my brows while my hand playing with the food not bothering to look at him and I know he eyeing me from the start.
I swear, I can't denied the fact I'm upset.
Suddenly I heard San laughing fake because it too obvious the way he sounded. I lifted my head and this time my eyes hit him. He had a darken eyes that he rarely using it and the way he breathing hard make me gulped as I can see he holding the spoon and a fork more harder.
"Seohyun, I don't know why and what's was wrong with you but I seriously said I can't dealing with your manners today. Did you had a problem with me?" He sternly asked me and make me bite my own tounge.
Fuck! He look scary.
"Asking yourself, Choi San." I shrugged and looking to other way I swear I'm not that strong to looking at him now.
"Fuck off! Seohyun!" He yell out loud as he put the spoon and the fork hard on the table and making a loud sound from that. I widening my eyes as I startled when seeing how mad he is right now.
"You did a shit to me yet you pointing all the blames on me and acting like I'm the whore who was messing your life. Did you care to tell me who causing this? I'm coming here to make a peace meanwhile it's you who supposed to doing that." He snapped me.
My body tense up with his word. I can't denied it because it all true. I'm causing this, he's change because of me and I'm not supposed to complain anything but I just doing this because I'm upset with the fact he doesn't want me back to his life.
I'm just his past.
"Okay, guys hold up. What's going on here? Don't fighting with each other." Bella interrupting our conversation.
San just release his heavy breathing and flipped his hair in a very attractive way and shaking his head before took his eyes away from me while I just keep mute like a dumb.
Crying? No.
Not this time. I just want everything back to normal but I just realized there is no normal thing between us anymore.
"I'm sorry." That's the only thing I can said after making a chaos.
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"Seohyun, can you be honest to me? It's him right? The one you love the most but then you left him." Bella asking me after we both going inside my room.
I just sitting down on my chair and looking at my assignment paper while my hands squeezing a ring as my necklace. I zoning out thinking about the earlier and I'm not realize that my eyes started to watering.
"Oh god, Seohyun. Stop crying, okay?" She stepped closer to me and give a hug to me.
I biting my lips hard as hard as I can feel it will bleeding if I continue doing that and it happened. My lips started to dripping a blood but I'm not stopped doing that. It's weird because I can't feel the pain maybe it's not that hurt like what I am feel right now.
"Seohyun, enough! Don't bite your lips more. Please, get your sense back." She screaming loud while shaking my body as she wanted. I gasping and looking at her. She started to formed a tears too but yet she shrugged it off.
"We need go to the hospital now. Your lips look pretty bad right and--." She pause her word when I suddenly closed my eyes.
I got headache and it's really hit me now. I put my palm on my face as I pinching soft my head. She totally shock when seeing me like this and as she continue to help me, I fainted.
"Seohyun!!!"
That's the last thing I heard from her.
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"She will be fine after she got rest for a day and will be discharge soon. Em, can I ask you something. Is something bothering her these lately? Because she got so much stress and after what I see she had a bad depression anxiety on her record and the result not good at all. I hope you can take good care of her and please don't making her thinking too much."
The doctor said to me when Bella suddenly calling me and asked me for going to the hospital. She look so worried when telling me that Seohyun got fainted. Well, it's not just her shocking in this situation. I am feel the same way as her.
Flashback
"Mr.Choi!"
She calling me by several time knocking out my door. I open up the door and raising my brows to her. Her cheek wet with his tears and she breathing messed.
"Help me, please. We need to go to the hospital." She begging me while looking at me with a full of hope.
"Why?" I confusion asked her and crossing my arm on my chest.
"Seohyun fainted." She said short.
I dropping my jaw and getting inside my room to taking my wallet and a sweater before going out from my room.
"Where is she?" I quickly asked her.
"Room." She replied me.
I rushing stepping in her room and looking an unconscious Seohyun on her study table. I pulling her up as I wanted to see her face but then I saw her bleeding lips and getting to be a bruised.
"What happened with her lips?!" I turning my head to looking at Bella.
"I tell you later but please we need to go to hospital first." She shrugged.
I just nodded and picking Seohyun up on my arm. I going downstairs and open up my car. After I locked the house we both going to hospital in a rush. I speeding up the pace as I felt my blood rushing on my veins and my heartbeating unorganized.
Deep in my heart, I hope she's okay.
Happy Ateez 1st win anniversary 👏🏻 and I'm upset because I'm not with them that time but don't worry I will stay together for next win and after heee 😍
Thank you :')
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