MISSED | ATEEZ (SEQUEL MESSED) ✔

THIRTY-FIVE

San POV

Day by day, time flies so fast and everything passing through like nothing as if they having zero problems stuck inside their damn head but it's nothing to compared with me, just same, everything is same, the one who trying to make at least the pain faded away but the more I tried the more irritating feeling grew up.

Seonghwa had asked me a question about seohyun before but I just give a no word to response him since everything it just true, I don't know what happened with her sister or whatever happened at there. I'm lying if I said I'm not disappointed but what can I do, everything sorted out and here a pathetic me trying to taking a good care of my heart even it's already pain and difficult time by time.

I sighing again as I sipping an extra americano while looking to other way and sighing one more time when my eyes landed on the paper that shattered all over my desk. It's been a month after I got a new task for making some lyric and tried to composed it with Hongjoong. I lifted my head up and seeing a white ceiling for awhile before I pushing myself at the back and going out from the room.

With my hand holding an americano and walking toward the elevator to finding some place that can give some peace but before I could walking further, a hand already grab my shoulder as I turning my head to my side and seeing a messy blue hair yet attractive with a angelic smiling over his face.

"Hey man! Where are you going?" Hongjoong asked.

"Getting some fresh air?" I pursing my lips and sighing.

"May I join?" He asked again as he scrunching his little nose.

"Sure, though...." I chuckles slightly and enter the elevator together with Hongjoong.

At least, there is always has someone by me even though the world are too cruel for someone who having a weak body to living through. How God's know how the seven boys can lightening up my world after it's already ruined by a girl who I completely messed up my feeling with.

"So, how's your life now? I mean... Yeah, I used to see you like everyday but who knows deep inside your heart...." Hongjoong landing his back body on the wall as his eyes locked onto me one we both reach at top of our company.

"I'm sick and tired of it... I don't know what I feel but yeah it's suck and messy." I sighing again and adjusting myself over the seat while looking at the blue sky.

Yes, the weather is fine but it's not really like how I feel right now. I feel lost, I lost everything when the love of my life leaving me for God's sake know what the reason for twice. It's not about how she left me but how can she decided everything without thinking it for triple time after what she done to me before.

"You need to take a break, san... You look like a shit or worst than that." Hongjoong smirking as he chuckles a little.

"I know how to take care of myself and—." I was about to said but he cut my word first.

"Just listen to me, san. I know you for god... I don't know how long but you know— I love you, right? I'm worried about you, about seohyun and everyone. Please, if you not take my word seriously just thinking how you should be strong if you confront seohyun one day...." He said as he walking toward me and tapping my shoulder soft.

"You really know how to comfort people, hyung. I really want to take a break but you know we need to finished the task first or I can't live in peace." I said and raised one of my eyebrows at him but I just earn a little laugh from Hongjoong.

"Hey! We have wooyoung and yeosang though... Chill and relax! I can handle everything here and you— just go anywhere you wanted to, it's okay..." He said with nodded as he confirming himself to take care everything here without me.