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We already sixth month in a relationship, everything going smooth and perfect as I imagine, everyday I woke up in the morning... I never had a thought that I will be like this happy whenever I'm around him. Untill that one thing separated us again.
Geez, let me live in peace...
We doing a long distance relationships since I'm in America meanwhile him at Seoul. Everything doing fine at first but day by day the gap become big then what I was expected. We already finished our study and I just doing nothing at here meanwhile San was so busy out there since he and Hong joong become a partnerships on their own studio.
I know he being like this busy just for me since he promise to take me as his wife but I got no idea why he need to neglected me as his girlfriend right now? I shouldn't thinking otherwise but I can't help myself when I lost contact with him.
I tried to contact him as much as I can but I got no answer from him the only one I got just a monitor callers. I sighed again for a thousands time but I'm not give up. I trying to texted him but still he not replied me or to the right word he not even read that.
What the shit?!
After several time for calling something useless I had a thought to give up but then san pick up the call. I almost screaming excitedly but soon he ruined it when he speak with his cold tone. I lowered my eyebrows as I keep listening him talking on the phone at other side.
"Baby... I'm working right now you shouldn't bothering me because I'm in my meeting and it's important one. You can just call me when I finished and I'll catch up with you later, can you?" He asked me with his strict tone and I can heard him sighed after saying the last word. It make me disappointed as fuck.
"I— I'm just worried since you're not replied or pick up any calls whenever I tried to catch up with you. How can I just—." I clearly said to him but before I could said further he already cut my word.
"Seohyun... listen— I'm doing fine here so you don't need to be worried and please be matured. Don't let the thing make a gap between us, I really can't handle it right now. Please... I need your cooperation." He said as he begging me to listen to him for this time. I closed the phone with my hand as feel my eyes started to heating up.
"O-okay... I'm sorry for not thinking twice, I know you've been so busy just for us and— I will not disturbing you again...." I sadly said to him as I smiling weak over the phone.
"Thank you, I'll talk to you later, okay? Love you." He said rushed and utter the love word that maybe can shaking my world a couple month back but not for now.
I just hummed as declined the call first before I shoving the phone away from me or to the right word I just throwing away my phone hard on the floor and I pretty sure it's broken already. I breathing sharp as I feel my tears started to formed underneath my eyes.
I collapsed on the floor as I take my knees on me before leaning on it and let the tears that I holding a few minutes ago going down faster as a waterfall. My body shaking because the impact I'm bawling too hard. It's been awhile since I'm in this situation.
Why he suddenly change? Or this is the real he? Am I not good enough for him? Or I'm just a burden after all?
That's the things I keep it in my thought as I running my finger through my hair with a rough way. I shaking my head a couple time before fighting against myself. My other half telling me the negative way and asked me to believe with my thought but the other half told me for not jumped into the conclusion
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