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Mrs.Elya told us about a transfer student. They will come to our campus next week and one of them will take in charge Mrs.Elya position as she need to take a rest due her pregnancy. It's almost 8 months now, and her belly was so big.

She grumpy and annoyed me sometimes but I felt a little sympathy towards her. She need to carry like three kilograms on her belly and always got stressed because of me. I know I'm a bad student but she always finding my fault and make me hate her a little more.

"Ms.Park, I hope you will give a cooperate with me okay? Don't coming late when the new students take in charge or I will asked them to give you a detention and you're at your final semester, change your attitudes for God's sake."

Final sems? Yeah, what the hell? Am I a high school students? Detention her fuck! I don't care at all. I doing what I am being. I'm not that hypocrite. I just rolling my eyes and nodded agreed even I'm not sure if I can follow what she said.

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"I wonder who will take in charge in Mrs.Elya classes. I heard she was more strict than her. Be careful Seohyun, I'm afraid she will torture you more than Mrs.Elya did." Bella said as she and I going out from the class and going to our cafe before going to the next lesson.

"Are you sure that person was she? Well, I don't care at all. If she crossed the line then I quit. You know that I'm not that serious in music because I just doing that for fun." I smirked at her as I ordering my drink.

"Yeah, right. When I say Park Seohyun and that's it, she will doing what she want and nothing can hold her. How lucky to be you, Seohyun." She said but obviously she sounded so sarcastic. I just scoffed at her and looking away for a second.

"Bella, come to my house this weekend can you? I got so bored when I was alone at home. My mom has her meeting with her business friends out there." I asked her with my puppy eyes.

"Sure, anything you want. But please don't invited your love boy, I hate him. He always ruined the moment." She said as she make an annoying expression whenever she talk about Yeonjun. How cute.

"Let me think that first-- but you can't mad at me if he suddenly wanted to come into my house. Okay?" I said.

"Fine, I swear you and him are really a same person." She said and I just laughing around him.

I never get complaint if Bella and Yeonjun get into a relationship. They fitted each other. I can see the way they looking each other, yes Bella get annoyed sometimes but I know deep in her heart she having a little crush on Yeonjun.

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I'm sitting down at my chair and in front of me have a plain canvas. I getting into painting these lately, I like painting. So, whenever I have a much plenty time I will draw something with my brush on the canvas paper.

Last time, I drawing his face. God, you're gotta kidding me. I drawing his face really well but I never showed that to people because I have like a huge anxiety. I don't think I can showed mine to the others. It's embarassing.

I started to pick up my brush. I wanted to drawing a picture of me and him. The only one picture I have with him. I took a deep inhaled and looking at the picture before I started the sketching.

After about 30 minutes I fight against myself, I getting bored and I heard someone was knocking my doors; my private room. I stood up as I know the one who knocking my door was my mom. I open the door and smile slushy to her.

"Can you call your brother, honey? Asked him what his flight time and when he was coming here? Please?" She asked me with her strict tone. She not mad but she a strict mom as well.

"Sure, I will call him later. Haven't you eaten mom? If not I can accompany you." I asked her.

"I already eat when you locking yourself in this damn room. Get out from this room and having a fresh air at least." She demanding me.

"Yes, madam." I laughing around her and I stepped out from my room.

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I going downstairs and sit on the couch while holding my phone. I finding my brother name in my contact, I sighed as I thinking should I call him or not. But I got no choice for not calling him so I wasting no more time to press the named on my phone as I waiting him to pick up the call.

I tried about fifth times but no answer from him. I poked my tounge in my mouth and thinking why he not picking up his phone? Where is he going? Did he left his phone to somewhere? I got frustrating a bit and I tried to dialing his number again. This time the phone was picked up.

"Where were you, Seonghwa?! I almost got a finger cramp when dialing your numbers! Shit!" I screaming as soon as the phone connected with me. I can't control my temper these lately, that's why I easily got pissed even with a little things.

"Sorry, Seonghwa hyung going out for awhile I will tell him later when he reached home." A male voice said.

I froze as I heard that voice. I felt like my tounge twisted to utter the next word and make me mute out of sudden. The voice that I missed the most just filled up my ear without I'm prepared to heard that.

It's him, San. The silence take over for a second before I blinking my eyes for a multiple time and I started to speak again.

"Oh uh o-okay, em m-make sure y-you t-telling him. S-sorry...." I stutter messed as I holding back my tears. I tried to control myself for not sniffing even I already choked an air now.

"Okay. I hung up." He said as he decline.

My hand trembling hard and my body shaking as much as I tried to to holding my tears and make my phone fall on the floor gladly I have a carpet on it. I breathing shaking as I tried to catching other breath to let me breath properly.

I sit down on the couch and make my knee touched my head. I wrapped my arm around my leg and started to breathing in the space, that's how my personal doctor teach me.

After a minute I got myself calming down, I take back my phone back as I going to the kitchen and having a glass of water. My cured mind was pushing back and forth thinking about San.

He sound so stable and it was like nothing happened between me and him before. I sighed again before I going upstairs towards my room.

Doesn't he missed me? Because I missed him fucking crazy.

That's the thought I've been thinking all the night.




















I'm sorry for not telling you more about san at the beginning of this story but I promise after this it will be more seohyun and san part :))

Thank you and enjoy💓

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