My Secret Love

My Secret Love 11

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Chapter 11

"Wake up sleepy head," my human alarm clock (Sam) called from outside of my bedroom. Its Monday and also time for school.

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Saturday after Sam and I had talked we decided to spend the day doing something together. So we went to the movies and after that had late dinner at one of Sam's favourite restaurant where Jessica joined us. To be honest I'm back to liking her again because Sam explained to me how she knew everything from the start and the fact that she's never judged my brother or let what he was doing to earn money affect their relationship has gained her extra credit.

While Saturday was spent in movies and dinner Sunday was a bit boring because I just stayed home the whole day while Sam went and hung out with his real friends, which is something he claimed he hadn't done in a long time. The only interesting part of Sunday was when Lisa phoned me to discuss her arrangements for her 17th birthday. Which was next weekend and was also going to be celebrated in a over 18's night club. I would have been excited if I didn't have to worry about getting a hold of fake Id.

Pushing all thoughts of next weekend and the past weekend I decided to get up. I got up from bed and went to the bathroom to shower. After I had showered and brushed my teeth I dried my self wrapped my hair with a towel and got dressed into my school skirt that went mid-thigh along with my shirt, tie and blazer that was black matching my skirt. I dried my hair and curled the bottoms and put extra effort into applying my make-up.

When I was fully dressed and my makeup was finished I decided to take the bus even though Sam had said he wanted to drop me off as it was part of his 'duties'

Once I had won the debate on how I should get to school I left.

Once in school, i tried my hardest to stay invisble to 'the girls'. Well not all of them it was mostly Rose I was avoiding because of what happened Friday night. I hadn't given it much thought the rest of the weekend but now it seemed like it was the only thing that was on my mind, a constant reminder of how much of a bad friend I was.

I didn't get very far with avoiding her because she was in my first class so she knew I was in school. And at lunch time I went to sit in the school's library only to find the five girls come in 5 minutes after me.

"Why you in here, Nora?" Lisa asked as she walked into the library with Rosa, Angelina, Lauren and Michelle trailing behind her all deep in conversation.

"I was doing some of my homework," I said back pointing to my opened jotter.

"Why you doing homework during lunch, we have so much to talk about like say my birthday," Lisa said sitting beside me while Angelina and Lauren sat opposite us and Rose and Michelle took the floor.

"Yeah and did you know Rose got dumped during the weekend," Michelle added casually like it was no big deal where as I was having a hard time keeping the shock of my face. And the fast that I stuttered when I spoke again didn't help,

"Y-you got d-dumped?"

"Yeah, it was so weird," Rose replied. I searched her face looking for pain or sadness but found none. Why was she not upset? I asked myself.

"How was it weird?" I asked, wanting to know everything.

"Well you know he phoned me like 3 in the morning on Saturday." My heart nearly stopped at hearing this. Saturday, if I think correctly around 3 o'clock was when I couldn't sleep and when he had kissed me. That's why he dumped her!! Because he felt too guilty!! I could feel my palms becoming sweaty and could hear the fast rate my heart was beating at but managed a nod for her to continue.

"And we talked like normal but then all of a sudden he randomly said 'Rose, I think we should be friends, I see you more as a friend'"

"Tell her what you did," Lauren said, looking like this was the first time she was hearing this, which I was sure wasn't.

"I agreed," Rose finished. I was still searching for the pain and sadness but still didnt find anything.

"Are you sad?" I asked still shell shocked by all this. All them times I thought they were in love, well maybe they are and the only reason Daniel broke it off was because he felt guailty. That's possible right?

"Nah man I'm okay with it," she replied snapping me out of my thoughts. What, why wasn't she upset or even crying? Thats what a girl who loves Daniel would have done, that's what I would have done. Before I could voice my thoughts she continued,

"He's hot and all and will probably be the nicest looking guy I ever go out with but I could tell we weren't meant to be. You know that feeling you get with 'the one' well I didn't get that." Okay so she wasn't upset about the break up, which still left me undecided on weither I should be feeling guilty or not. I couldn't find the answer to the question or ask Rose any other questions because the bell went. I mentally cursed it for ringing at such a bad time before packing my books.

Daniel's Pov.

I'm really nervous. Wanna know why. It's because I just got a phone call from Sam asking if i'd like to come round to his. This would have sounded like the best and normal thing to do if he had asked me nearly 2 years ago when we were close friends maybe even best friends. But now it was just weird. We haven't talk properly for a long time, and I always got the feeling he hated me, so why was he wanting me at his house I wondered to myself. Ignoring the nervousness I felt, I went to get ready.

After getting dressed into baggey jeans and a dark blue shirt. I styled my hair to perfection and was ready to go.

It took me around 20 minutes to get to his house which was when my nervousness got a little to much to bare so I quickly got out the car and buzzed up hoping to get whatever it was that needed to be done over and done with soon.

I was let into the buliding, and quickly made my way up the stairs that got me to Sam's apartment door. After a few knocks the door opened and revealed.none other than Sam.

I opened my mouth to give some sort of greeting but was too shocked to form any words when Sam hugged me. I mean a proper hug. I don't remember ever giving him or anyone a proper hug.

"I'm so sorry Dan," he said voice full of emotion. I hugged him back knowing exactly why he was sorry. He was sorry for starting the dealing, and ending our friendship when I tried so hard to convince him out of it but in the end of the day he chose to sell drugs over our friendship.

"I'm sorry too," I was sorry, sorry for giving up on him when I could have stuck by and supported him when he needed it.

When we had finished hugging each other, and let me tell you it felt very weird hugging him. We're guys for god sake WE DON'T HUG LIKE THAT! we went into the living room and chatted about old and new stuff while playing Fifa on his Xbox just like the old times. He told me how he dealt with Adam's money, which didnt surprise me because I knew from the start that he would sort it out. The thing I was mostly happy about was that he left them filthy drug dealers, happy that he was back with his old friends like me and Chris, Drake (one of my best mates) and the others. Everything is perfect.

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