I don't trust you ,
I'm sure its because of what you do.
I have no reason to even think,
that loving you , will change how many times you blink.
please don't shut this down ,
because i need you to be around.
With me i know i can be a pain,
but with me who knows what you could gain.
im not trying to win your love,
Im just trying to see what they see from above.
I close my eyes to pretend that you love me too,
but i have to open my eyes to see you.
Then i notice that your love may or may not be true,
it kills me but I'm stuck like glue.
to you.
I wish i could go back ,
and pick up the things you lack.
maybe thats just me,
to want something that clearly wants to be,
without me.
I guess i don't know that for sure,
but thats what i think, its what my heart endure.
the true pain lies in the words,
in between the lines,
under the pen,
beneath the paper,
and beyond my mind,
Im lost with or without you ,
which makes me lost in time.
