~Sophia~

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~Sophia~

Every town has that one person with the big city dreams, where I come from there is no difference. I come from Scandinavia, I moved to New York when I was nineteen to work in a retail, I wanted to start my own business but coping with the huge move I’ve made I got addicted to a really bad drug, heroin.

When I moved away from my life in Scandinavia where I’ve lived my entire life and where my family and friends are, I thought I’d get here and things would just fall into place but that’s not the case at all. I had to sell my apartment because I couldn’t get a job. I went to live with my brother and I became depressed with myself, I didn’t want to go back home with my head hung in shame. I couldn’t go back. I was at a club with some friends I’ve made here and they got me addicted to drugs, particularly heroin. And when I finally did get a job I spent all my money on heroin. It made it easier to cope with the shame and guilt.

My brother, Rick is sending me to get help and I need it. I fully agree with him on this. I need help. I want to go home clean. 

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