Largely Submissive

Chapter 9

Roberto, also known as Bear, 'Berto, Bratto, Bean, Baby, and any other silly names ^^^^

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Cameron's POV

I spent the rest of the night letting members upstairs at the flash of their membership bands. So many happy and horny couples. Besides the obvious gag, it was hard to watch knowing I would never have something like that. Master James ingrained that into me.

I know I'll never have to worry about someone stealing you away, Beastie Boy, since you're so undesirable. Isn't that right? You're lucky I found you.

Undesirable. A word I came to be very familiar with. While I know now the relationship I had with him was nowhere near healthy, some of his points had merit. That being one of them. Something he and my mom had in common.

Demons don't attract angels, Cammy boy. Come pray for your salvation with me.

Ah yes, salvation. I sighed, not liking where my mind was wandering. Another reminder that I really needed to refill my medication tomorrow. Fuck, tomorrow's Sunday. Monday it is. Counting it off in my head and since I can't get my medication until Monday, I won't be feeling the effects till at least next Saturday but potentially not until the following Monday. Great. Thankfully I have Monday to Wednesday off since the club is closed Monday and Tuesday and then I always have Wednesday's off.

To distract myself I searched for Gavin, hoping to see him in the crowd. After a couple minutes I managed to catch him at the bar next to his brother, Master Graham. I watched as he threw his head back and laughed at whatever Master Graham said. I always wished I had a relationship like that with a sibling. Unfortunately, the world had a different idea for me. I groaned to myself and checked my watch for the hundredth time that night.

Luckily for me, my shift went by relatively quickly. I definitely left with a migraine, though, from being inside the club instead of outside like usual. This is why I was always okay with Greg manning the inside. He was more sensitive to the weather so he preferred indoors and I was always more sensitive to sound so I preferred outdoors. It worked well for us. I hoped his hospitalization wouldn't result in him not being able to come to work for a while. I didn't want to spend more time than I needed to inside.

Before I could leave, Gavin stopped me.

"Hey, Cameron I just wanted to let you know that I'm going to cover some of your shift tomorrow so we don't need you until 4." I looked at him with alarm. What did I do wrong?

"No, Sir, it's no trouble I can work my shift. I don't mind." He smiled softly at me.

"Don't worry Cameron, I know you need the rest." I need the money more, I wanted to say but stayed silent. I nodded tersely.

"You're still getting a full shift's worth of pay so no need to worry there." He said putting a hand on my shoulder. I opened my mouth immediately to argue. He held a hand up.

"Graham already decided. We worry about you. Just get some rest and I'll see you tomorrow, okay?" He said softly, giving my shoulder a squeeze before letting go. I sighed and nodded. I don't know what I did to upset Master Graham, I'll have to make sure I do better next time.

"You didn't do anything wrong, okay Cameron?" I blew out a breath and nodded. Apparently the only thing I could do tonight. "Now get out of here. You look exhausted. I want you to text me and let me know when you get home alright?" He asked rubbing the top of my head softly. I closed my eyes and replied with a soft, "Okay, Sir."

He nodded and smiled at that and with one final pat on the shoulder walked away from me to his brother that was over at the bar chatting with one of the bartenders. With one final glance at him, I turned and headed towards my car.

Making the trek up to my apartment all I could think about was the head pats I got from Gavin. That's the most affection I've had in months, maybe even years. Inwardly, I've always been affectionate, and interested in affection. I never really received it growing up, even my past relationships weren't really like that. It's come to be something I craved. Once I reached my apartment I could hear the jingles of my cat coming towards the door. I don't know how he knew but he could always tell when it was me coming up the stairs. I swear cats are witches.

Roberto was more than happy to greet me at the door with joyful meows. He continued to weave himself between my legs, rubbing as we went, while I walked to the kitchen to grab a quick meal. This job definitely had both my sleeping and eating schedules fucked up. I grabbed my leftover mac and cheese from yesterday and tossed in the microwave. I don't care who judges me, Kraft mac and cheese reheated was delicious.

It wasn't until I was halfway finished with my meal that I realized I never messaged Gavin when I got home. Shit. Whipping out my phone I sent a quick text to him.

I made it home, Sir. Sorry for the delay, I got distracted making food. Not even five minutes after I sent the messaged did I get a reply.

Gavin: I'm glad, pet. What're you having?

Nothing too exciting, just some leftover mac and cheese.

Gavin: Sounds fun. Make sure you get to bed right after, I'm sure you're tired. You need the rest! Goodnight, Cameron.

Goodnight, Sir.

I sighed and put down the phone. I was tired. Both physically and mentally. After finishing my mac and cheese and rinsing my dishes I made my way to the bathroom to get ready for bed. Had nothing to do with the fact that Gavin told me to do so. I even took a couple melatonin hoping it would help me fall and stay asleep. I stripped down to just underwear and got into bed. Falling into a thankfully dreamless sleep.

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