Close to heaven

More than Friends

I kissed a girl and I liked it. ~ Katy Perry

Have you ever felt like life is a roller coaster? One moment everything is okay and the other is just pretty awful. Well, at this moment I feel pretty awful. Two months ago I would have told you everything was fantastic, but not anymore. I am just a broken girl with problems. But as I read once, looking at it from different perspectives no one has it worse than others you have your own problems that for one may not seem so serious while for others it's a big deal.

I was in recess alone, which was kind of usual now. I was playing with the grass and turning them into small green roses. Then I saw Klaus coming over and sitting next to me. I raised my head and looked at him with a small smile.

"Hey Klaus," I said softly

"Hey Bell, you told me you wanted to talk to me"

"yeah about that...."

I was then interrupted, "don't tell me you changed your mind already."

"Well..."

"you did! Why?"

"Well..."

He raised an eyebrow and I looked down

"you have a really big mouth. I would like to tell you but you always tell everything to your friends" I said and then I gave him a sorry smile.

"Eh? I didn't tell anything to anyone"

"Really? You told Marls about... you know..."

"What?"

He thought about it and then threw himself back, "ooooh, I thought she knew. Please tell me, I promise not to tell anyone."

"fine, But if you tell anyone, ANYONE, I will make sure you don't get to have babies,"

He looked at me as he raised his eyebrow once again, "huh?"

I looked at him and lowered my eyes to his bottom part and then looked back at his eyes and nodded.

"Oh" was all he managed to say.

So I started telling him what was wrong," remember about A?"

"yes, people say you pushed her away"

"push her away?"

"like you always do"

"I don't push anyone away, they leave. I just don't tell them to come back, in order not to make them uncomfortable."

He shook his head and then moved his hand to make me continue talking. And so I told him what happened with A.

"We were getting along so well until the accident"

"What type of accident?"

So I started explaining, "After the bus stopped, it made us bump into each other and our lips crushed together. Of course, we pretended as if nothing had ever happened, though we knew what happened. We still acted as friends until she decided to change stuff a little.

We came back from getting coffee on Vanilla. We were talking about how people like bragging about reading as if reading books were a trend. Of course, we were both against that because, though we both like to read we wouldn't tell people what we read and how much we wanted to read another book because it's just our thing. I mean, is not like you read all day and don't do anything else but read. You do so many things but you rather tell people you like to read to show others you are some sort of cool nerd (indeed, we live in an era where nerds and hipsters are in so might as well pretend you are one to be in trend) but the truth is that most people don't spend their time reading but going to parties or being on their phones. And that was our topic for that hour.