LEAVING MAY 23
Nessa is best friends with Katie Richards. Katie's brother is the famous Josh Richards. Nessa never felt feelings until that night. Now, she doesn't know how to hide her feelings from him. Will they end up together or not?! Read to fi...
Nessa: I wake up to Josh snuggled into my chest, holding me. I smile and get up. I go to my room and shower. I decide to just put on a lazy day outfit. I hear a knock at my door and Josh comes in as I'm putting my hair in a bun.
J: Hey baby. N: Hey. He lays on my bed and gets on tiktok. N: Do you want Starbucks? J: Sure. Get me a croissant and an iced coffee, please. N: K. I'm going to get my regular and a croissant. Can you get on my phone and order it? J: Sure. Do you want to workout later with me. N: Oh, so you think I need to workout? J: No, no, baby! I was just wond— N: Babe, I'm just messing with you. Yes, I'll workout with you.
He sighs a breath of relief. I laugh at his nervousness.
J: Don't play with me like that! N: I love you. I kiss him. J: I love you too.
Our Starbucks came and we sat down on my bed and ate it. It was super good.
N: Get out so I can change. J: Can I just stay in here?
He grabbed my waist and rocked me back and forth.
N: Fine, but turn around. J: Why do I have to turn around? N: Because I don't want you to see my body. J: Ness, come here.
I walk over to him and he kisses me. He starts working his way down my neck.
J: Your body is amazing. He says between kisses. J: Now, go change.
I change into a sports bra and leggings. Josh watches me. I feel super self conscious of my body and him seeing it doesn't help. I start to tear up because in my head I'm thinking about how ugly I am. I turn and Josh sees I'm in tears.
J: Baby, what's wrong? N: I'm so fucking ugly. Do you see me? I look like a rat. J: Janesa Barrett, I don't ever want to hear you say that about yourself. Like I said before, your body's amazing. Don't make me say it more forcefully.
He smirked.
N: Josh, I love that you say that, but I don't feel beautiful. The hate comments are now putting the whale emoji and commenting on my body. J: C'mere. I said I didn't want to have to say it more forcefully, but it looks like I do.
He starts kissing me and I immediately kiss back. He runs his hands on my back and travels down to my butt.
N: Wait, is Katie here?
I say breaking the kiss.
J: No she left about an hour ago for the gym.
He started kissing me more roughly and his tongue asked for entrance to my mouth. I gave entrance and we fought for dominance, but he obviously won. His hands traveled back down to my butt and I jumped on to him. My legs went around him and he pushed me up against a wall, still holding the kiss. He started to kiss down my neck. We were both breathing heavily and I let out a moan as he got to my sweet spot. He carried me over to the bed and laid me down. He tugged at the hem of my top, begging for me to take it off. I took it off and he took his off. I then took my pants off and he took his off.
N: Josh, I'm not ready. I don't want to do it yet. J: Ok, baby. That's fine. I'm not going to steal your innocence if you don't want to. Do you still want to workout or not?
I kiss him and he returns my kiss with a kiss on my head.
N: Thanks, baby. I think I will come workout with you. J: Ok. I guess we have to get ready again.
He chuckles.
N: Yeah. Thanks a lot!
We laugh.
I still didn't feel pretty, so I decided that I'm going to go on a diet. I won't tell Josh, because he'll just say that I don't need to. I just, at this moment in my life, feel really ugly.
Why can'tI look skinnier or prettier?
J: Wait, what?
Oh shit. I must've said that out loud. Frick.
N: Josh, I didn't mean to say that out loud. Oh my gosh. J: That's it. Baby, I'm taking you out on a you day. We can go get your hair done, your nails, get you some more clothes. Whatever you want to do. But, just so you know, I think you are beautiful just the way you are, and don't need that stuff, but since I love you, and want you to feel pretty, I'll take you. Oh, and I'm paying for it all. And don't try to fight me on that.
I huffed, mad that he's paying. Josh is literally the best boyfriend. He's doing all of this for me. I go and get ready and put this outfit on:
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Josh puts on some sweats and a tshirt with a sweatshirt and we get in the car. We're jamming to some music. Josh is holding my hand the whole time there. He's literally so frickin cute. We go to the nail salon and I get a manicure and pedicure. We start to walk through the mall to get to the hair salon.
J: Hey babe?!
He whispers.
N: Yeah?
I smile at him.
J: You have a red spot on the back of your pants.
Oh no! I must have bled through my pants. I totally forgot I had my period.
N: Fuck! I forgot I got my period. I bled through my pants. We have to go home; I don't have any extra pants. J: Here. Can you put this around your waste?
He hands me his hoodie.
N: Yes! Thank you, babe! You're a lifesaver.
I get on my tippy toes and kiss him.
We continue to go shopping and get my hair done. I'm so thankful for Josh right now.
We go home.
K: Oh hey, guys. I was wondering when you'd be home. J: Yeah, I took Ness out and we went shopping and dis some stuff together. K: Fun. Do you guys want to watch a movie? N: Yes! Just what I need! Let me go put this stuff away. I'll be right back.
Once Nessa's gone: K: Dude, you better not hurt her. Also, did you get that call from TalentX? J: I swear I won't hurt her. No, they had to reschedule, because the guy was kind of sick.
I get back and we turn on Disney+. We finish two movies and all go to bed.
J: Night, Mama's. I love you.
He kisses me passionately.
N: Goodnight, Josh. I love you more. J: Impossible.
I give him one last kiss and we go to bed.
Hey babes<3 Hope you enjoyed the chapter. Super cute. Josh in the story is soooo nice and sweet and caring. I hardly proof read, so sorry for mistakes.
