LEAVING MAY 23
Nessa is best friends with Katie Richards. Katie's brother is the famous Josh Richards. Nessa never felt feelings until that night. Now, she doesn't know how to hide her feelings from him. Will they end up together or not?! Read to fi...
Nessa: I wake up and Josh isn't next to me. Then, the memories come back. Wth were you thinking, Nessa! Josh probably felt so weird. You're so stupid. I slowly got up after looking at my phone. I take a shower and put this on:
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It was a super comfortable outfit and since I just got my period (just my luck) it's super nice to wear when I have cramps. After I showered and got ready, put on mascara, blush, and lip gloss. I then walked downstairs and made toast and coffee, because I was exhausted. I saw Josh and we made eye contact. J: So about last night... N: I'm so sorry you had to see me like that, Josh. I'm sure it was very awkward for you and I shouldn't have asked you to stay there. J: No, no, Ness. I liked it. You were going through stuff and I just really want you to tell me next time, ok? N: A lot easier said than done. J: Nessa, come on. Please? N: Fine. I'll tell you next time. J: Hey, I have a meeting at like 2 today. Are you fine to stay here by yourself? N: Yeah, sure. I'll be fine. I put on a fake smile. J: Awesome. I'm gonna go get ready, because the meeting place is like two hours away from here. N: Ok. I take smile again.
Josh: I was honestly really worried for Nessa. I don't really trust her here by herself. I started walking up the stairs, but then I decided that maybe I'll ask her to go to the meeting, after thinking about all the stuff she could do to herself. J: Actually, Ness, do you want to come? N: Nah. I think I'll skip. I could tell she was fake smiling. J: C'mon. You're coming with. N: Josh, I said I don't want to. J: Listen, I don't care if you don't want to. You're coming with me. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I was now yelling at her. She was on the verge of tears. Oh my gosh. I'm so stupid. The last thing she needs is someone yelling at her. J: Nessa, I'm sorry, but I just... I... don't... N: You don't trust me. Whatever, Josh. I guess I'm not a trustworthy person. I'll go with but I won't talk to someone who treats me this way. I refuse to. Great! Now she won't talk to me. Just what I need. J: Well then, go get ready. We're leaving in 30 minutes. And with that, she went to do her hair.
Nessa: I wonder how he knew i was going to do something. I'm honestly glad he asked me to go, because i don't know how badly i would've hurt myself if he left. But, I'm still mad he doesn't trust me. In his defense, I'm not that trustworthy. I went to go curl my hair. I wonder what his meeting is about. Eh, doesn't concern me. We go and get in the car and he tries asking me a question, but I wasn't budging. I wasn't going to talk to him.
Josh: I knew Nessa was stubborn, but not this stubborn. She actually was refusing to talk to me. Just wait until she finds out what the meeting is about. She'll be really excited then, or so I hope she will be. After 1 1/2 hours of silence except the music I was playing, I finally had had it. She had to talk to me. J: Ok, Nessa, this is enough. You need to talk to me. N: Why should I, Josh? Hmm? So that I can just break down again? I'm not doing this with you right now. And anyway, what is this dumb meeting about. J: The meeting is for my social media house. You know the Hype House? N: Yeah. J: Well we might make one call the Sway House in LA with just male tiktokers and obviously you and Katie get to too. Are you excited? N: I guess, I mean it's a great opportunity. After about another 30 minutes we were at the meeting place. We didn't really talk any more other than the previous conversation. J: We're here. N: Thanks, Captain Obvious. I sighed loudly. She was being such a pill today. We walk into a fancy building and I see Anthony, Jaden, Kio, Griffin, and Bryce. I walk up and do the bro shake to each one of them, then I introduce Nessa. They give me questioning looks, like "who is she?" "why is she here?" and "why is she discussing this with us?" I just gave them a look letting them know I'll explain later and they gave a nod. We walk in the room and sit down. On one side is Kio, Griffin, and Jaden. On the side across from them is Bryce, me, and Nessa. She was really pissed. You could tell by her facial expressions. Finally after light chit chat we go down to business. Time skip, because Idon't know what they talked about at the actual meeting :) After the meeting, Nessa and I got back in the car and started driving home. Nessa was still super pissed. J: Nessa, I said I was sorry. What more do you want me to say. N: I want to know you trust me. J: Fine, I trust you! N: Cap. You don't. I can literally hear it in your voice. J: Nessa, just stop, please. I hate not talking to you. N: Funny thing is we're actually talking right now. She said sarcastically. I just roll my eyes and turn on the music. I'm mad at myself for what I said earlier. If I hadn't had said that, then she wouldn't be so mad.
Nessa: I knew I was being a bitch, but I wanted to see how far I could push him. I smirked at the thought of that. I like Josh, a lot, but I want to be able to tell that he actually likes me and not just cares for me. But, I was also on my period, and it was super bad today. J: Ok, Nessa I'm over your bs. Why are you being so pissy? N: You don't want to know. J: Yes I do. Tell me, Janesa. I got butterflies everytime he says my name. N: Fine. Since you wanted to know so bad. I'm on my period. Happy now? I said that very matter of factly. Josh was pretty red now and probably a little embarrassed. J: Oh, Nessa. I'm sorry. I didn't know. I was completely in the wrong. I smirked at that because he was so embarrassed and felt bad.
We finally got back and when we went inside Josh asked: J: Do you want me to go get you anything? N: If your willing to get my order at Panda Express, then that would be great. Also, some ibuprofen, some candies, and I need tampons. I wondered if he would actually get them or not. Hehehehe I'm really pushing him. J: Okay. How do I find tampons. N: Go to the period isle and get the size super. J: Okay. I'll be back in 30 probably. I was honestly shocked that he went to get all that stuff for me. He was such a good kid and I've been so mean to him. I really need to apologize to him.
Josh: I just got her Panda Express and the candies. Now the hard part. Tampons. There's so many to choose from. I call Nessa and ask for the brand she says a random brand and I go looking for them. I buy her 4 boxes just to make sure she has enough. I'm trying so hard for her and she still hates me. Great. I get done shopping and Katie calls, saying she'll be away for a few more days. I drive home and see Nessa looking so frickin cute on the couch when I walk in. She comes over and gets pretty close. N: I'm sorry for the way I've acted today. I was being so mean. J: I... uh... its fine. I say clearing my throat. How can one girl make me so nervous? N: No really, Josh, I've been way to mean. She says getting even closer. She can tell she's making me nervous. As she says that she starts walking away. She looks back and smirks. She goes up to her room and I carry her stuff up there.
Nessa: I made Josh really nervous. I'm thinking he definitely like me. I smile. He brings my food up. As he was leaving, I say: N: No, stay and watch a movie with me. J: Oh, okay. Let me go change into some sweatpants. He comes back, and he looked hot. He got in my bed and I ate my Panda Express and we watched the Notebook, my favorite movie. I started to doze off and as soon as I know it, I wake up at about 4 am with Josh's hand over my waist. I smile and go back to sleep. It's been a really good day. I think to myself.
Hey babes <3 Hope you liked this chapter. It was around 1500 words.
