Breathless

Chapter 10

I fully regret all my choices in life.

Well not really just the ones in the last 10 minutes.

He lured me in with bait and i took the bite. Now i'm here stuck on the hook. Not literally of course.

I charged Carson like no other. There was no going back and i wouldn't if i could.

i push Carson to the ground and onto his back and sat on top of him.

The biggest smirk was placed on my lips as i put his hands above his head.

"HA! I got you! I win" I said with full confidence and a huge smile.

Seconds later the thought dawned on me.

"This was to easy"

I slowly look down at Carson's face to see a huge smirk causing me to frown.

"As much as quite enjoy and love this position love" He paused for a second and lended in closer to my ear

"I prefer to be on top"

Before i could process what he was planning, he put it into action.

He completely pulled a 180 on me.

That all brings me to my current situation.

Carson had flipped us and was now on top of me, holding my arms above my head while smirking like he had won the lottery.

"CARSON GET OFF OF ME FATASS" I yelled angrily but he continued to smirk.

"But i don't want to love" He whispered in my ear before placing soft kissing on my neck.

My mind fogged instantly.

I couldn't bring myself to tell him to stop or talk in general.

He had increased the pressure of each kiss as he went.

I tried to hold my moans in and i did until he had his this specific spot. A breathless moan had escaped my mouth and that all he need.

He began sucking on that specific spot, making me weaker by the second.

It felt like it went on forever until it just well stopped.

My mind had somewhat cleared and it had just hit me. It came crashing down onto me. I cant believe i just let that happen.

I wanted to crawl up into a ball immediately and cry my eyes out.

I was being treated like one of his sluts.

"g-get off of me" i choked out while trying to push him off me.

He complied luckily.

I jumped up and backed away from him.

"i-" I stopped myself mid sentence and looked around causing my heart to stop.

It looked exactly like it did before.

Nothing looked touched other than it being cleaner.

A tear fell down my cheek as i thought back to when things were normal.

"Car! Car!" I yelled while jumping up and down.

He looked over at me with this look in his eyes. Love.

"Momma made us something!!" I continue while gripping his large hand into my smaller one while running off to momma.

He followed as i ran with his hand. Honestly he was just taking large steps and he could keep up with me.

"MOMMA I GOT CAR CAR!" I yelled to Carson's mother.

His mom walked out of the amazing thing she had built for us.

It was a treehouse. Our very own treehouse.

I was ecstatic.

Carson and i checked out the treehouse while messing around like the happy little kids we were.

"Autumn"

"Autumn"

"Autumn!" Carson snapped me out of the old memories.

"i- Get alway from me" I said pushing him away from me.

I couldn't keep letting this continue. It was a game.

Just like last time. It was a game.

I was so embarrassed. That wasn't the worst part though.

I was heartbroken.