Breathless

Chapter 4

She called names out and sent a few out for dress code as she did a scan of them due to the strict rules.

She finally called my name and i was about to respond but then someone beat me to it.

"Fatty isn't here" It was of course Carson and my heart stopped again.

She called my name once again and i finally spoke up and mumbled a "here"

The room filled with silence and i felt all eyes dart to me.

I could specifically feel the intensive stare of him next to me.

"Miss please remove your hood or ill have to remove you" She grumbled and i sighed

"Hey fatass! You are here" i hear a girl from across the room and i cringe.

I slowly remove my hood and keep my eyes staring at my desk.

People dead ass gasped and some guys even whistled.

The teacher continued and the eyes started to fade from me, making me relieved but one deadly stare did not budge.

i continued to play with my fingers and take in quiet breaths, trying to calm down.

I ended up unconsciously clenching my fists and digging my nails into my hand.

Seconds later my hand was yanked apart. My head snapped to who had stopped me.

It was of course Carson Brown.

He was not even looking at me. He was just giving the board a deadly glare.

i shake it off and settle to the conclusion of me being crazy.

"Autumn! Are you even listening!" Snapped the teacher and i slightly flinched.

"uh yes i am Ma'am" i said loud enough for her to here.

"Well then what is the answer to my question" She grumbled and gave me a glare

"Well Ma'am i did not quite understand how you worded it, Can you please rephrase the question?" i ask smoothly covering up my lie.

She repeated the question and i easily answered. She mumbled to herself with a scold and went on with the lesson.

i let out a breath and continue to grip my fist again tightly. I bring it into my sleeve before anyone noticed, or so i thought.

my arm yanked from my body and my hand was forced apart.

i turn my head to see Carson with a frown.

For a second or two he held my hand in his before letting go and shoving it away.

For a second i sat there in shock before snapping out of it and moved away slightly.

The second he had a hold of my hand i felt straight sparks and i couldn't let myself react like that.

I gripped my throat and tried to take a deep breath to calm myself but i couldn't.

I stand up and rush out of the room without a word to the teacher. I could hear her yelling behind me as i darted.

My vision blurred slightly and i continued to run till i turned the corner and then i dropped down the lockers and tried to calm down.

I could feel tears well up in my eyes and my heart rate increase immensely.

Seconds later sparks, thats all that consumed me, almost instantly calming me.

I started to catch my breath and the tears had slowly went away as i began to calm down.

I sat there as they whispered sweet stuff into my ear trying to calm me.

I let out a sigh and inhale deeply. It was like i hadn't had fresh air in ages.

I open my eyes once im finally steady and i gasped slightly as i seen who had helped me.

Carson fucking Brown.

I could feel my anxiety raise once again as i began to struggle in his hold and try to push him away.

I did not want to be near him. I didn't wanna breath the same air or even live on the same fucking planet.

His hand began to rub my back again causing me to slightly calm down but i still continued to struggle in his hold.

He continued to grip me tighter until i fully settled.

"Just calm down, you are okay A" He mumbled while loosening his grip.

I took this as my get out of jail free card. i pushed him off me and darted away.

I couldnt be by him, i didnt wanna be him, or well.. maybe i did.