HIRAETH - OBEY ME

ONE SHOT - THE BROTHERS

WE LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

TW: bulimia nervosa, purging, self-loathe

IT WAS MORNING. The brothers were already in the dining area, either bullying Mammon or having breakfast already - maybe both. You sat down and was greeted by Levi, who was already ranting about how the last episode of the anime he was watching was a total waste of time.

"I mean, clearly, they just went like 'let's put this and done.' As if it made sense to the plot!"

You listened to him but it felt like his words goes one ear and out the other. He didn't notice it though, since he was busy with his opinion about how the main character shouldn't have listened to his father in reuniting with him. In the end, the main got tricked by his worthless father. 

You took many food to satisfy your cravings and hunger for the entire night, you didn't bother to go down and have a small midnight snack, no. Because that would break your fasting.

"Woah there [name], you're eating like Beel there." Mammon commented, a glint of worry in his eyes.

"I second motion to that, and with that tiny frame of yours, I wonder where those calories go." Satan added as he looked at you with worry as well.

Calories. The words haunted you once again and suddenly you felt sick right in the stomach. You finished eating and stood up, quickly dismissing yourself from the dinner table and heading straight to the bathroom. You could hear Lucifer's voice but couldn't distinguish his words, everything felt blurry.

Once you reached the bathroom, you dugged two fingers down your throat - making you gag in the process. You pushed more to make you vomit the food you ate earlier. When you felt you were okay, you stopped. The soreness aching your throat made you wince as you stare at your complexion. You felt fat, ugly.

Tears streamed down your cheeks as you wipe them away. You splashed cool water to your face to calm yourself down, you brushed your teeth as well. When you gazed at the mirror once more, you went back to the door to leave, only to be surprised when Belphegor was there.

"Oh, hey Belphie." you flashed a grin. "Gonna sleep in the bathtub today?"

The demon stared at you, searching for something - he gripped his pillow as he opened his mouth to speak up, "What were those sounds?"

You were dumbfounded, "What sounds? I didn't hear anything." you denied, painfully quickly.  Your tone made you wince but you tried not to show your emotions to Belphegor.

"Oh well, I should leave now. I promised Lucifer to go grocery shopping today. Bye Belphie." You finally walked away, still feeling his gaze at your back as it sent shivers down your spine, making you paranoid and nervous. 

Soon enough you changed into different clothes and headed your way to the convenience store.

MEANWHILE...

"[name] was acting weird." Belphie admitted when everyone was in the living room. He sat down on the couch and laid his legs on Beel's lap - who was happily munching on doughnuts.

Lucifer, surprisingly, was in the living room, reading some stacks of paper that were resting on the glassy coffee table in front of them, "What do you mean?" he simply asked, seemingly looking up from his paper to listen to younger brother's suspicion.