“ Tang Yi, are you disappointed that we are spending our wedding night at home? It’s not very
um… romantic, now that I think of it.” Shao Fei asked timidly, when they stepped inside their
bedroom. Shao Fei was suddenly feeling very nervous. The emotional day was taking its toll on
his still occasionally fragile state of mind. Perhaps Tang Yi wanted something more than their
boring old home. Their home was far from boring, it used to be an elegant and fancy house of a
boss of a criminal organisation after all. But maybe Tang Yi wanted something different. And
Shao Fei hated the idea he was accidentally denied something Tang Yi wanted. Had he ruined
their wedding night? Had he ruined their marriage before it even started?
“ I can practically see your mind making up some utterly stupid things, you know. Darling, I’m
happy I’m with you. That’s all I want. Being home with you is very romantic if you ask me. And
anyway, we are heading to our honeymoon in two days. Our romantic crazy-bitch-free
honeymoon.” Tang Yi’s words made Shao Fei laugh. First shyly but soon the silly, almost
uncontrollable laughter escaped his lips. Tang Yi smirked and wrapped his arms around his new
husband.
Shao Fei’s laughter really brought it home that the man in his arms was really the same
passionate, silly, irritating and way too lovable police officer he met all those years ago.
A calm, soft silence followed the laughing. A slow kiss after another was exchanged and carefully hands explored the familiar bodies that never ceased to be exciting. Shao Fei rested his thumbs gently against the high cheekbones of his lover.
“ I’m not sure if I ever really understand why you love me.” He whispered. Tang Yi smiled softly.
“ You, my Shao Fei, my love, my husband, you are so good, so very good. You are brave, honest and just so good.” Ever so slowly Tang Yi started undressing Shao Fei while whispering the endless reasons for his love.
To Tang Yi Shao Fei was everything he grew up dreaming and thought he could never find. Shao Fei was like a character from fairy tales, with his bravery and always trying to do the right thing. He was sure that a life with Captain Meng Shao Fei was not the normal life Tang Guo
Dong wanted for him, but he is also sure he would have understood.
Tang Yi sank to his knees and kissed softly the scar on his husband’s stomach. Just like he did so many years ago. The tears Shao Fei didn’t know he was holding were now dampening his cheeks.
“ I love you, Tang Yi.” He said and pulled his husband to a kiss. He felt fresh tears on Tang Yi’s skin too. His fingers trembled when they traced the scar on Shao Fei’s chest, the one he had put there himself.
“ I’ve almost lost you too many times. I don’t ever want to be apart from you again.” Tang Yi said. His wish was impossible, but the sentiment soothed Shao Fei’s anxious soul.
“ Make love to me, husband.” Shao Fei whispered and smiled through his tears. Tang Yi lifted Shao Fei up and carried him to the bed. “ You really had to go all bridal style, didn’t you?” Shao Fei giggled. The sound made Tang Yi’s heart sing.
The love making that started softly and gently quickly turned into Shao Fei riding Tang Yi’s dick while screaming his name into the darkness of the room around them.
“ You said you wanted me to make love to you.” Tang Yi groaned, when Shao Fei grinded down exceptionally hard.
“ Who cares? I want you to fuck me!” Shao Fei cried out and quickened his pace even more.
“ You’re going to split in half.”
“ Good! Split me open, fuck my brains out! I don’t want to think. I want to feel.” Shao Fei moaned and shuddered uncontrollably.
Harshly Tang Yi flipped them around and grabbed Shao Fei’s slim hips.
“ You were afraid I’d be chaste on our wedding night. You should be happy.” Shao Fei exclaimed cheekily.
“ Oh I’m happy, but how happy will you be when you’re not able to walk tomorrow?”
“ I’ll be very happy, because then you have to pamper me all day.” Tang Yi knew Shao Fei tried to sound flirty, but ended up sounding just breathless. But if Tang Yi was honest with himself he preferred it that way. Aroused and needy Shao Fei was better than flirty Shao Fei.
“ I think we can arrange that.” Tang Yi whispered, pulled almost completely out of Shao Fei’s warm body before slamming back in with force.
The post coital bliss slowly morphed into a relaxed cuddling session under the soft covers. They talked about random things that crossed their minds, laughed and just stared into each other's eyes.
“ Master Tang would be proud and happy.” Tang Yi sighed after a long, peaceful pause in their
conversation. “ In the end I think family was all he wanted for me. A family and love.” The smile
on Tang Yi’s face was content and happy, but his words stabbed right through Shao Fei’s heart.
“ I don’t think he wanted this for you.” His whisper was hardly audible. “ A stubborn and mentally
unstable police officer. I give you all the love I have, but I can’t give you family.” He said. This
was again one of the reasons he thought Tang Yi should have never married him. He knew he
was selfish, marrying Tang Yi despite knowing he could never be a partner Tang Yi deserved and needed. He was never going to be a beautiful woman who could give beautiful children to
Tang Yi.
“ He wanted me to be loved and that’s exactly what I am now. I feel so loved when I’m with you Ah-Fei.” Tang Yi said sincerely and traced Shao Fei’s sharp features with gentle fingers.
“ But I can’t give you children.” Shao Fei murmured.
“ You don’t need to give me children, my Shao Fei. There are so many kids out there, just wishing someone would celebrate their birthday with them.”
“ D- do you mean, we… we could?” Shao Fei’s unsure whisper trailed away.
“ Darling, if someday you want to give a loving home to some lonely kid out there, we can do that.”
“ You really mean that, don’t you?” A bright, warm smile started to spread on Shao Fei’s face, when Tang Yi nodded reassuringly. “ Oh you better start saving up some money!” He suddenly laughed.
“ And why is that? We have quite a lot of it already.”
“ We need to build more rooms!”
“ How many kids were you planning on having exactly?”
“ Ten!”
“ Then I most definitely need to start saving money.” Tang Yi muttered with a suppressed laugh.
Suddenly he rolled over so he was hovering over Shao Fei. “ But most importantly I need to start enjoying the privacy I have with my husband, since it will be over, when you start hoarding the homeless children here.” He whispered suggestively.
“ You better hurry up then, husband.” Shao Fei grinned.
So what do you think? I was going to end the story to their wedding night, but I kinda wanna know if they can have a crazy-bitch-free honeymoon.
Love
Toto
