Dwelling Back (Cradles Of The Past Series 1)

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Non - Showbiz

Months have passed and thankfully okay na ako. Well feeling ko okay na ako. I am now on my 8th month and school's over na rin. However, hindi na muna ako papasok sa susunod na pasukan or baka mag homeschool na muna ako hanggang maka graduate dahil malapit na akong manganak and I have to focus on keeping myself and my baby as healthy as possible.

"Ayaw ko, dad. Papasok na nga lang ako. Homeschool, okay lang naman yan nasa bahay lang ako. I can manage!" I insisted while talking to my dad telling me to stop na muna dahil mabubuhay naman daw ako kahit hindi mag aral. Alam ko naman yan eh pero iba talaga pag may natapos ka.

Si tanner din ayaw nya na mag homeschool ako because he also wants me to rest pero I assured and convinced him na kaya ko. Tsaka, nandyan lang naman sya palagi eh. He has been a great help to me. Sa 6 months na nakilala at nakasama ko si tanner masasabi ko na napakabuting tao nya. Naaawa nga ako sa kanya eh dahil may issues na sya dahil sakin. He's a famous model dito and for the past months he's been seen with me and of course you know how showbiz works.

"The famous model Tanner Donovan is ready to settle down?"

"Tanner Donovan is now a father"

"Tanner Donovan dating a non showbiz woman."

"Tanner Donovan's girlfriend PREGNANT"

Yan lang naman ang ibang title ng articles at marami pang iba. Hay nako. Mabuti nalang at wala sa pilipinas dahil nako mas malaking issue. Nas nagiging issue ito and the more these people will believe the rumors because Tanner doesn't deny it!!

"Hi!" I said greeting the uber driver that I'm riding with today dahil pupunta ako sa mall to buy baby stuff and I'm not allowed to drive anymore. Usually, Tanner would always accompany me but hindi ko na sya tinawag ngayon dahil baka may makakita nanaman samin at issue nanaman.

Pagdating ko sa mall pumunta na ako sa isang store na para sa mga baby.  I looked around the store and saw cute clothes for boys. Babae ako pero gusto ko ng baby boy. Though kahit girl to'ng magiging baby ko I don't mind mahal ko parin pero sana lang lalaki kasi ang cute mama's boy. "These are for new born right?" I asked one of their staff as she smiled at me and nodded. Marami ng gamit si baby, wala pa akong name para sa kanya gusto ko on the spot para exciting. May crib na sya at iba pa pero mga damit wala pa masyado. "So, you're due this month?" The staff asked walking around with me. I was about to answer her when I felt a hand on my tummy coming from my back.

"No. She's due next month." I heard Tanner's voice. I turned to face him and my eyes widened when I saw what he was holding. "Hey. You didn't tell me you were coming here today." He greeted and kissed my cheek while his hand on my waist. I saw the staff froze on her feet taking in Tanner's appearance. Yeah, ang gwapo noh? "Why are you here? Are you following me?" I whispered because I didn't want the staff to hear what I was saying. "Of course not. I was surprised when I saw you standing here." He replied and smiled at me habang ako na weirdan sa dala nya. "Awe, you went shopping for your baby. That's so sweet of you. Anyway, if you need anything I'll be there." The staff said before smiling at us and left.

Great, now she thinks that Tanner's the father.

"Ano yan, tanner?" I asked pointing at everything that he's holding. Baby things lahat. Clothes, bottles, sterilizers, walker, toys and more diapers. "Actually, I was going to surprise you with these and dahil wala naman ako masyadong ginagawa kanina I decided to come here kailangan pa ni baby ng ibang gamit, eh. Tsaka, alam mo naman kung bakit ayaw na kita umaalis na mag isa dba? You are on your 8th month and that's the most risky month." He replied holding me like I'm fragile.

I am speechless. Hindi ko alam kung ano to ang nararamdaman ko. Sparks? Definitely not. Fear? Yes. Hindi nya naman responsibility to. Sobrang nakakaabala na kami sa kanya. Look at him? Hindi ba dapat kung wala syang trabaho ngayon dapat nasa friends nya? Or on a date? But shopping for someone else baby?