Opposites Attract 2

We'll Find Her

Harrys POV

I slammed the door and leaned against it as I rubbed my face. I was shaking and just indescribably upset.

It hit me, Leah is our best friend, she's pretty much Jennifer's sister and she would NEVER hurt her on purpose. I tried to imagine how she felt. She's probably crushed and blaming herself and scared for Jennifer. I over reacted big time.

I took a deep breath and opened the door but she was gone. I wanted to run and find her but I wanted to see my wife more.

 'Excuse me sir, can I help you?', a doctor said.

'I'm looking for my wife.. Jennifer. Jennifer Connick', I managed to choke out.

'This way, She's resting. She's pretty banged up and lucky to be alive', she said and led me to Jen's hospital room.

I opened the door and slipped inside.

The light's were bright and she was asleep in her bed with IV tubes in her hand and wrist.

'Too bright', I whispered to myself and turned down the lights so they were just dim. It would hurt her head if she woke up to such a bright light.

I walked closer and sat on the edge of her bed.

'Oh my poor princess', I whispered as I ran my fingers along the bruise on her head.

She was all bruised and broken and it broke my heart.

'H-Harry...', she moaned and went to move but was cut off by pain.

'Ahhh!', she yelled and started to cry.

'Oh Jennifer, baby i'm here. Don't move', I said and carefully wrapped my arms around her.

 'Where's Leah?', she asked after a few minutes.

I sighed and kissed her head, 'Jen She went home, she's fine, just a few bruises', I said.

She sighed then froze and put her hand on her stomach and looked up at me.

I could'nt hide the tears that were falling but I wiped them away quick.

'Harry?', she said, her voice cracking.

I just wrapped my arms around her and pulled her to my chest as I buried my face against her neck in her hair.

'I'm sorry Jenny', I said softly and she burst into tears.

'Mama I know you don't want to hear it but please, take a deep breath.. easy honey', I said and rubbed her back.

Her breathing was irregular and she was shaking.

 She just wiped her eyes and leaned against me.

'I love you baby', I said and held her close but she didn't respond.

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An hour later...

Jen was asleep, snuggled against my chest.

I moved a little and she moaned and started waking up.

'Fuck', I muttered when I realized I woke her up.

'Hmmm', she moaned.

'Nothing hun', I replied and kissed the side of her head.

'Oh my holy shit... it hurts, ohh hell', she said through clenched teeth.

'What? What hurts!?' I asked franticly.

'My fucking ribs and back.. shit', she said and held my arm, digging her nails in my arm.

I called the doctor and he came and gave her some pain medication.

After awhile she glanced up at me and I saw the tears and the pain in her eyes.

'Jennifer, talk to me honey', I said and wiped her tears away.

'Harry I was so close... so close to having another little baby girl. Just a few more months. It hurts so bad that I could feel her and was so in love and just a few more months but now i'll never meet her, I won't ever hold her or sing to her, feed her, rock her to sleep.. Harry it feels like my heart died with her, I feel worthless', she just broke down and cried.

'Oh Jenny... baby you're not worthless and it isn't your fault. Please don't blame yourself, you wern't even driving. I love you, Mia and Mya adore you princess, Leah and Angelo love you.. okay baby millions of people love you! You are far from worthless. I know it hurts.. it breaks my heart too baby, believe me it does but everything happens for a good reason. If it's god's will, then you'll have another baby. You're strong. You can get through this. Do it for the girls, who were so happy to have their fun silly mommy back', I said.

'I feel like that person is dead', she whispered.

'Jennifer Lynn, I know she's in there. She just needs some time and nurturing to get back out. We'll find her, one step at a time', I said and kissed her softly.