Love, Lust, and Friendship ♡ A Kim Taehyung ff/smut/short ft Jungkook. |18+|

Chapter 3

Taehyung POV 

Holy fuck.. I'm slipping.
I can't help but stare at her every time she does anything, especially when she's practically naked.

Her perfect sun kissed skin in her red lingerie..god I want to tear her bra right off her body and fuck her senseless.  

I've been in love with her since we were kids. I want her to be mine and only mine, she's never led onto the fact that she feels the same and I'm too much of a coward to tell her.
I hate it so much.

I thought I could show her..I shower her with love, affection, praises..hell I've even made love to her. But she just viewed it as drunken sex and carried on about her day.
I have tried literally everything in my power to move on and continue to view her as the best friend I grew up with, but I can't.
I always purposely chased away her boyfriends, being extra flirty and touchy when they're around, making side comments about how she feels underneath of me..I know I'm an asshole. I know it's selfish, I know I'm in the wrong.

But as long as she's single, I know she's here..with me. 

"I need a shower and then I'm going to bed" she said as she bent over, her perfect ass swallowing her thong and only a few inches away from me. My dick twitched as I had to fight the urge to reach over and grab her ass and claim it as mine. 
"Okay" I mumbled out as I released the breath that got caught in my throat. I had to close my eyes and try to focus on everything except her.
I did the dishes and walked to my room, I put my pajamas on and laid down in my bed.
My phone vibrated 

Kook: what does Noona like to eat for breakfast? 

I rolled my eyes.
This kid won't quit.
He has the biggest crush on her, every time he brings it up I shut my mouth. I won't tell anyone how I feel about Anna, I can't speak it to the universe. I'm afraid it will destroy the close relationship we have, she deserves better than me anyway. I honestly have no idea why she hasn't given Jungkook a chance, at least he would treat her right. 

Me: waffles with nutella and strawberries 

Maybe if I help him, she'll fall for him and I can relax a bit and accept the fact that she'll never love me the same way I love her.

I locked my phone and put it on my end table, I rolled over and squeezed my pillow to my chest.
I hate this.
I decided to go into Anna's room.
I opened her door quietly and peeked my head into her room, she was asleep on her side with her cheek squished into the pillow. I smiled as I tiptoed in and quietly shut the door behind me. I walked around the bed and slid under the covers behind her, I held her close to me as I inhaled the smell of her shampoo.
I ignored the fact that her ass was up against my crotch and just relaxed my body next to hers
"Tae?" She asked groggily and smacked her lips together making me smile wider 
"Shhh go back to sleep love" I whispered and kissed the top of her head 
"I love you" she mumbled as she pushed herself up against me making me hold her tighter, I smiled and nuzzled my face in her neck
"I love you too" 
It didn't take long for me to fall asleep holding the love of my life. 

Anna POV

I woke up as Tae was getting out of bed 
"Noooooo" I whined and rolled over "come love meeeee" 
He laughed at my childish behavior 
"You know I want to stay, I can't though" 
"I know" I pouted making him chuckle again, he leaned down and pecked my pouty bottom lip before he smiled and stood up 
"Have a good day with Kook" 
"Have a good day at work, I love you" 
"Love you more, beautiful" he smiled as he shut my bedroom door and the butterflies I had been trying to fight off finally erupted all over my body. 

Fuck. 

This man does things to me that I don't think anyone else possibly could.
I laid in bed for another hour contemplating if I wanted to go back to sleep or not, I wasn't sure what time Jungkook was coming over so I decided to get out of my bed. I stretched and cracked all over before I finally made the effort to get up.