Love, Lust, and Friendship ♡ A Kim Taehyung ff/smut/short ft Jungkook. |18+|

Chapter 10

Anna POV 

I knocked repeatedly as the tears flowed down my face and temporarily stained my dress, my make up was smeared all over making me look like a human sized raccoon. 

Jungkook opened the door and stopped when he saw my shaking form
"Kookie" I gasped out as he caught me, my knees had given out on me and he caught me just before I hit the ground.

He carried me bridal style to his bedroom and laid me down on the bed. He didn't say anything while I sobbed into his pillow, he came back into his room with a warm wet rag and washed my face for me while I continued to bawl my eyes out. He put the rag on his end table and slid into the bed next to me, he held me while I cried. 
I fell asleep. 

I woke up to an empty bed. My head was pounding and my eyes felt heavy, I groaned as I stretched. I realized I wasn't in my dress anymore.
Kookie had changed my clothes to one of his oversized shirts and a pair of his boxers as shorts. I smiled, it didn't last long as it turned to a frown as I remembered why I was here in the first place.
I groaned as I got out of his bed and walked out of the room, I found him in his kitchen cooking breakfast. 
"Hey" I said softly, he turned to me and smiled 
"Good morning..feel better?"
I nodded slightly 
"Thank you for taking care of me..again" 

He chuckled and shook his head 
"It's no problem, I like cuddling with you anyway" he smiled making me smile as he handed me a fresh cup of coffee, I sat down at the table and sipped it quietly while he cooked.
Once he plated our food he sat down across from me, we started eating and then he looked up at me

"Do you want to talk about it?"
"I made dinner for us.. I was going to tell him. I heard him close the door..after a few minutes and him not coming into the kitchen..I checked the living room only to find him in between another woman's legs" he dropped his fork at my words as his mouth hung open 

"I guess Jimin was wrong.. I guess what he told you really was the truth..and that's okay. I can accept that and move on..just as long as I still have my best friend you know?" 

He cleared his throat and nodded picking his fork up from the table 
"I'm so sorry noona.." he shook his head 
"It's not your fault.." 
"If there's anything I can do, you know I'm here" 
"Thank you kookie..there is one thing.." 
"Any thing" he looked up at me
"Can I stay here?"

His eyes widened a bit but he nodded 

"I only have one room though" 
"I can take the couch" 
"No, you can sleep in my bed and I'll take the couch" 
"We can just share" I laughed "It's not like we haven't cuddled the last two nights" 
He chuckled "sounds good to me" he smiled "we have to get ready for work..are you going to be okay?"
"I will be" I nodded. 

On our way into work we stopped at the apartment, Tae was at work so I ran in and stuffed a few bags with my clothes and necessities, I threw my work uniform on and left. I let out a sigh as I stared at our apartment. 

Five years together in this place..what felt like home suddenly felt like I was intruding in someone else's life. I sighed heavily as I shut the door and made my way to Kookie's car, I loaded my stuff into his trunk and we went to work. 

"What a long fucking shift" I groaned as I plopped down on his couch and slid my heels off 
"You're not kidding" he said as he plopped down next to me, his long hair was resting over his eyes so I used my fingertips to brush it away, he closed his eyes as I ran my fingers through his hair
My phone rang. 

Tae♡ 

I groaned and answered 
"Hello.."
"Hey babe.."
My stomach tied itself in knots at the nickname that I loved so much. 
"What's up.." I bit my bottom lip as Jungkook got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen 
"We need to talk.." he said softly
"Yeah.. I wanted to talk yesterday..but you were a bit preoccupied. Well, I guess I was too since ya know I was too busy being the town bicycle letting everyone take a ride"
I was shaking as I spit my words at him. 
I was mad.
I was angry.
I was hurt. 
For the first time since we met.. I felt like I didn't even want to talk to him. 
The one man I always craved and loved wholeheartedly. 
"Anna.." he sighed "please..let me explain" 
"I can't" I whispered "I..I have to tell you some stuff..and I just can't right now" 
"Then can you please listen to me?"
"No. Not right now. I think we need some space" 
"You need space..and that's fine..I'll grant you that"
I heard him sniffle as if he had been crying 
"Thank you"
Tears welled up in my eyes, we sat on the phone in silence for ten minutes just listening to each other breathe 

"Noona, dinner is done" Jungkook called from the kitchen 
"I have to go.."
"Okay..I love you Anna" 

I hung up the phone without saying it back. It means two different things to us and I have to accept that. I want to stay as his best friend..but right now I can't face him. I have to cut off my relationship with him until I feel confident enough that I'm no longer in love with him. I should have known he didn't feel the same way, but I was stupid enough to cling to my hope and Jimin's words. 

Stupid me. 

I went to the kitchen and ate dinner with Jungkook as if everything was fine.