Love, Lust, and Friendship ♡ A Kim Taehyung ff/smut/short ft Jungkook. |18+|

Chapter 7

Taehyung POV

I watched her leave with him. 
My stomach in knots and my heart in my feet. 
Her phone on the counter..I can't even call her.
I picked up my phone and called Jimin
"Hey Tae, what's up?"
"Can you come over?"
"Sure..is everything okay?"
"No" I sighed and shook my head 

We ended the call and a few moments later he came through the front door looking concerned 
"What's wrong?" He asked as he sat down
"I'm in love with Anna" 
"Well duh" he scoffed with a chuckle and rolled his eyes making my eyes wide

He knew? 

"Tae, even a blind man can see you two are in love. How neither of you have confessed yet is beyond me" 
"Wait..you knew? And you think she feels the same way?"
"Uh, duh" he scrunched his face at me like I was the last one to figure it out "we all do, even Jungkook for as much as he's been trying to get in her pants" he chuckled 

That reminds me..she's with him. And she's hurt. Which means..she's going to try and find some sort of relief..she's probably fucking him as we speak.
She never thinks straight when she's upset.
My whole body ached at the thought.

"Tae?"
"Hmm?" He snapped me from my thoughts 
"So why the sudden confession?"
"Jungkook..he asked me if I felt anything for her or if I would mind if they fucked.. I lied. I said I didn't and told him to fuck her" 

He nodded his head "okay, makes sense..you don't want anyone to know. It happens" 
"Yeah..but I also told him she gives the best head" 
He laughed "I don't doubt it. She seems freaky based on your stories" he laughed again
"She heard me" 
His smile disappeared as he stopped laughing
"What?" He asked sounding shocked and angered 
"Yeah..I had no idea she was listening and she stormed out of the house, rightfully angry at me..but I watched her leave..with kook" I stared down at the floor as I bit at the skin around my nails
"Wow..Tae..what the fuck" he pulled at his hair "how are you gonna fix this?"
"I have no idea.. I have to tell her how I feel whether she feels the same way or not.." 
"and what if she fucks kookie?"
"Then I have to accept that and move on. We're all friends..she can fuck whoever she wants, I do. And it wouldn't be the first time she's slept with someone. We're all consenting adults. Does it make my stomach churn at the thought? Absolutely. But I fucked up..and if I had just been honest with both of them then it wouldn't have happened" 

He nodded at my words 

"That's probably the smartest most mature thing I have ever heard you say"
"Probably..but I have to think logically now when it comes to Anna instead of emotionally..that's how I got myself into this mess"
I shook my head and ruffled my hair 

"Let's go get something to eat and a few drinks. We'll figure out a way to fix this okay?"
"Okay" I nodded and followed Jimin out of the apartment. 

By the time we were done stuffing our faces, talking, and drinking it was about one in the morning. I had made my way home and I shut the door behind me, I got changed and drunkenly stumbled my way to her room.
I fell asleep in her bed holding onto her pillow as my heart raced out of my chest thinking about what her and Jungkook could possibly be doing since she hadn't come home. 

I was hoping for the best..but expecting the worst. 

I have to accept the fact that whatever happens is the consequences for my stupidity.