Chapter 16

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Anna POV 

I shut the door behind the guys as they left and helped Jungkook clean up the mess we made in the living room. 

"You and Tae got along really well tonight, definitely better than I expected" he smiled making me smile
"Yeah, we still have a lot to talk about..but it felt nice" 
"good"
He came over and pecked my lips making my face hot, I followed him to the bedroom and we got changed into our pajamas before we laid down together. 
"I'm going to miss you when you go back" he whispered as he caressed my hip under my shirt
"I know..but we'll still be friends..and co workers" 
"That's true. Plus we'll have all of these memories" he winked "my favorite kind" he dug his nails into my hip a little harder making me moan 
"Are you sure you're really okay with all of this Jungkook?"
"Yes" he kissed my lips "I'm one hundred percent sure" 
"Okay, just let me know if or whenever you're not" 
"I will, I promise you Anna" 
"And I think we should also agree that while we're sleeping together..we shouldn't sleep with anyone else. Std's and all that" 
He chuckled "you don't have to worry about me sleeping with anyone else while I have you" 
"Okay, just, if you do. Let me know okay?"
"I promise" he kissed my lips and pulled me on top of him so that I was straddling him "now, ride me baby" he winked. 

After two rounds of wild sex we finally fell asleep feeling spent and relaxed. 
I'm happy we have an agreement..but the pain in my heart over Tae was still growing. 

Over the last few weeks since the guys came over, Tae and I had been texting and talking over the phone, I felt like we were getting our friendship back on track. Meanwhile though, Jungkook and I had become as close as possible.
I cared about him a lot..and I didn't want to see him get hurt.
But we have an agreement, so I just have to keep reminding myself of that every time we have sex, which has been on a daily basis since our first time.

"Ready for bed noona?" Jungkook asked me with a grin
"Sure" I smiled and shut down my laptop, I followed him into the bedroom and we stripped down naked while we started making out. I kissed his neck and down his chest, I got on my knees and smiled up at him as I took his length in my hand pumping it up and down, he closed his eyes and bit his lip letting his head drop back, I licked up the side of his cock from the base to the tip before I started sucking him, I gave him a porn style blowjob.
He loved every second of it as he moaned and cursed while gripping my hair, I lightly squeezed his balls making sure not to leave them out as I successfully fucked him with my mouth, once he came and I swallowed every drop I stood up and kissed his neck while he slid his finger between my folds and massaged my clit making my knees weak

"Holy fuck Anna..you sucked my cock so good baby, Tae was definitely right" he whispered as he kissed my neck. 

My blood froze. 
My entire body tensed. 
My vagina went from Niagara falls to the Sahara desert in two seconds flat. 
How dare he. 
He of all people knows how upset I was that Tae said that about me while tossing me to the side like trash. I dropped my hands that were around his body and stepped back making his fingers slide out of me, he opened his eyes and tilted his head 
"What's wrong noona?" 
"Really? Tae was right?" 

His eyes widened at the realization of what he said "Anna..baby I'm so sorry" he tried to wrap his arms around me but I moved backwards 
"No. You do not get to say that to me.." 
"Baby please" he looked distraught 
"Don't baby me. You know how much that fucked me up when he said that, why would you even consider that a fucking compliment?" 
"Anna, I'm sorry" 
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..that's all I've been fucking hearing from everyone lately. Everyone is always sorry after they say or do something fucked up. But no one gives a shit enough about me to not say or do those things in the first fucking place!" I screamed as hot tears rolled down my face 
"Anna" he said softly with his voice cracking 
"Thank you Kookie. For everything. Letting me stay here, being my shoulder to cry on, taking care of me, for making me feel good physically and emotionally..I really do appreciate all of it. I won't take any of that away from you. You're an amazing person to do all of that for me. But I'm leaving.. I think it's best" I picked up my clothes and got dressed, he sat down on the bed and watched me as he silently cried. 
I couldn't stop the tears that were running down my chin as I collected as much of my stuff as possible 
"I'll come back for the rest" 
"where will you go?"
"I don't know yet.." 
"Anna..please..I'll sleep on the couch, just lay down..stay with me.." he was pleading, I shook my head 
"I can't" 

That was the last thing I said to him as I shut his bedroom door and walked out of his house. 

The hurt I felt was unreal. It hurt almost as much as the first time I heard Tae say it. I sat in my car and cried before driving away. 

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