I'm The Playboy's Wife!?

Chapter 8: A Little Change

Kate's POV

Pagdating namin sa bahay ay inalalayan parin ako ng Leon. Hinayaan ko nalang, concerned eh.

Iginiya niya ako pa upo sa sofa.

'Dito ka na muna while I prepare breakfast.'

Pumunta na si Leon sa kusina.

I sighed heavily. Gusto kong maligo. Ang dumi...

Nagsimula na naman akong mag break down. Tahimik akong umiyak. I covered my face with my hands. Darn. Paulit ulit na nag p-play sa utak ko yung mga nangyari kagabi.

Right. I need to take a bath. Masyadong maraming dumi ang dumapo sa akin. I calmed my self and stopped crying. I slowly stood up pero pumilipit ako sa sakit na naramdaman ko sa tiyan ko. Tangina, anyare? Hindi pa naman 'to ganito ka sakit kagabi ah. Sinubukan ko ulit tumayo. Tumulo ang luha ko sa sakit na nadama ko.

'Fuck.' Mura ko bago tuluyang bumagsak sa sofa.

Mga ilang minuto ang lumipas nang sinubukan ko ulit tumayo. Nakatayo na ako pero naka sandal lang ako sa sofa. Shet. I can't even stand straight. Parang gusto ko tuloy suntukin sa tiyan yung flashlight na'yun nang maramdaman niya ang sakit at inis na nararamdaman ko ngayon. I almost fell off the ground but Leon managed to catch me, again. I rolled my eyes in disbelief. Lagi nalang siyang anjan.

Pag gumaling talaga ako mag-aaral ako ng taekwondo o kahit anong magagamit ko for self defense. Nakaka-tangina lang. I don't like seeing my self this weak.

'Puwede mo naman akong tawagin kung gusto mong umakyat.'

As if I want your help.

'Saan ka ba pupunta?'

'Room.' I answered.

'Sa taas?'

Tumango lang ako.

He scoffed and I don't know why. I shifted my gaze to see his face.

'Paano kung mag-isa kang umakyat sa hagdan at nahulog ka!?' Okay. He just raised his voice on me. He's not angry, right?

Napayuko nalang ako. I sighed.

'Just. Take me to my room.' I said, preventing my voice from breaking.

'Why? You want to sleep?'

I swallowed the lump in my throat.

'I-I want to take a b-bath. I feel dirty.' I said and wiped my tears away. I looked up to stop them from falling down.

I heard him sigh.

'Its not like you got raped or gang banged.' He joked, but it isn't that effective.

'Right. But. I feel dirty.' Nagsimula na namang bumalik sa utak ko ang nangyari kagabi. I started crying, again. The fuck, I'm so weak.

He sighed heavily.

'Stop crying will you? The one I lived with used to be so brave, she won't even talk to me. She seemed like a rock. But look at you now, like a hard glass that was broken. Fix yourself. Everything's alright, okay? Just don't think about what happened that night, will you?'

I nodded and sighed.

'Dito sa baba ka nalang maligo. I'll get you your clothes.'

Inalalayan niya ako papuntang cr. Nakahawak na ako sa pinto kaya nilingon ko siya.

'Ok na ako dito.' I said and he slowly let go of me.

'May towel naman jan sa loob.'

Tumango lang ako at tuluyan nang isinara ang pinto ng cr sa likod ko.