Warmth Lies Within | MiChaeng

Is It Love?

[Kyungwan]

I feel like I have been here before, walking the same road. But there is nervousness that's taking control over my body. Going after something in a hurry... Because I need to get there fast ...
But where?...

My legs taking the lead and I can't seem to change my direction. My heart is beating fast in my chest and it's full with fears...

What am I exactly scared of? What could possibly be driving this hastiness to walk further?

Those houses feels familiar and the neighborhood gives a nostalgic sense. But I don't remember ever crossing through this place before.

Wait why did I stop? Is this the house I am supposed to reach? Wow it's really big... Make me feel some type of way...

I am sensing hesitation...

Wait!!! Now I can see myself...

It's like my soul is out and away from my body. But I am still following myself... Perhaps it's a memory... Suggesting that I know this place previously and already familiar with?... Walked the same path before... Or could it be just an illusion?...

I see myself advancing slowly inside...

Oh...

I have the key for the doors... I followed my figure inside... I don't seem to know where I am going specifically...

... I stopped facing a big room

She disappeared inside... I want to follow her... but my legs feels heavy and I starts to feel dizziness taking control... why?...

I want to see
I want to see
I want to see

What do I want to see exactly? Why my body is not allowing me?...

I pushed myself further until I could somewhat see a pic of the room in front of me... the view is not clear... it's a little blurry...

That's me leaning down...

There is someone on the ground...

And there is...

Blood.......

"Kyungwan ..."

Why there is blood?...

"Kyungwan ..."

Who's blood is this?...

"Kyungwan ..."

I shot my eyes open after feeling a hand in my shoulder. My fast movement caused a dizziness to strike quickly, pulling me down to rest on the seat.

When I finally focused my vision, I realized that I was in a car.

"Are you okay?" A voice spoke to my left side and I looked to see Jeongyeon looking with concerned eyes.

What happened? I remember we were in the airport and then were heading back to Chaeyoung house... Yes, she's supposed to drop us there.

I looked outside the window recognizing the surrounding.

So we reached...

"Did I sleep in our way? I am sorry, maybe I was tired after all." I faced her way to reply, she had a blank face this time which I can't read.

For some reason my head feels much heavier than normal. I notice that it's becoming a norm these past weeks.

Since I met this girl and I start having occasional headaches. It's like my mind is trying to tell me something and I can't get to figure out what is it exactly.