In her room

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She stares at the walls.

One is lilac,

Another is blue with birds.

The third and fourth

Are an entire cupboard and bookshelf

With chipped ends.


She looks up at the ceiling.

It's sky blue,

A colour chosen for a metaphor.

There's a fan hanging from it.

Sometimes,

She'd imagine herself hanging from that fan.


She sees her desk in front.

It's inside the bookshelf, actually,

Enclosed right at the centre.

There's a box of stapler pins,

Rows of dry glue sticks,

And a collection of figurines

Under which lie the blades

She uses on her wrists.


She paces in her room.

The white door

Holds onto the clothes and badminton racket hung behind.

The tiles are scattered with cracks

From when she fell with her chair.

The grey window sills

Cage the world outside.


Lying on the bed, she lets her room engulf her

Into a world she can let herself go.

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