Intimacy in the Vines

Season 4: Episode 7

I couldn't stop myself. And don't get me wrong, not a rape vybe. I felt starved, like I had been tortured and freed. I could fall on my knees and cried at that moment. I could play hard guy on the outside but on the inside I was just a normal guy who could fall deeply in love like anyone else. And at this moment I was deeply in love. I really loved her. I had flaws that I wish she could overlook. You never realize how important someone is to you until you lose the person.
When she pushed me away it felt like I was stabbed in the chest, like someone had was strangling me and I could not free myself even though I kept trying. I tried to say something but the words didn't come out, what was I going to say?
"I stalked you and followed you to your friends place but don't worry"
I felt something break in me, I looked away and then tried  to get myself out of there fast. I was in the corridor walking away when I felt a tear gliding down, I wiped it away before anyone could see.
Once I was out I didn't know what to do. Then my phone buzzed ( the special tone I'd set for Gene ),
she wanted me to come back. I hesitated a bit but walked back there not very confident. When I got there, her friends walked out,but not before they watched me from head to toe. I walked over to her, she was sitting on the bed, I didn't really know what to say but I knew I needed to apologize. I sat by her on the bed and held her hand. I looked her in the eyes and told her I was sorry, I said it was from the bottom of my heart. I just prayed she felt the sincerity in it and forgave me. Staying away from her was killing me, I couldn't think about any other thing. I hugged her before she could say anything, I wanted her to feel me, maybe connect with me and feel my pain. Luckily for me she hugged me back, I hadn't felt that happy in a long time. I could smell her perfume and it filled my lungs with pure bliss. Her body warming mine, soothing  soul. I was tempted, I wanted to kiss her, if not for a long time at least just for a second, to feel her lips one more time. It was like she read my mind, she kissed me and the truth is I'd not felt that good in years, my stress melted and everything felt good again.
We didn't stop kissing for a while, we had both missed each other, she lay down on the bed and I kept kissing her and didn't even stop to catch my breath. My right hand found its way onto her thigh and proceeded to move upwards. My kisses ran  on her cheeks and unto her neck as my fingers slid into her underwear.
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Remember STDs are real and always use protection. 
If you've engaged in any unprotected sex please get you and your partner tested immediately and restrain from any sexual activity with any other person.
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Xxxtentacion had been playing the whole night ,morning came and we were not ready get out of bed, we stayed there cuddled up kissing till afternoon.
Then someone entered the room, the girl who owned the room's mom walked in.