Moving On

Chapter 20 "Found a Way"

I got home and was still crying hard. I went over to note that lied on the counter, it said...

Hey I won't be home till around 10:00 because I have a doctors appointment at after work at 7:00. I hope you and Drake have fun at the dance.

                                                                       Love, Mom

II threw the note away and walked up stairs. I went over to my bed and started thinking.

I needed a way to be with Jason tonight. Some way that no one will come looking for me. Someway that I will know Jason will be there with me. Someway no one could save me. I wanted it this way. I know, I'll kill myself the same way I killed Jason.

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A couple hours passed and I was ready. I put my dress on with my black boots. I had my eyeliner on and some blue eyeshadow. I had a gold locket with matching earrings.

I walked out the door and kept walking towards the woods. I looked as it was going to rain but I didn't care. I needed to do this for Jason because he loved me and I loved him.

I reached the entrance of the woods and walked in. The trees shook back and forth and the wind picked up speed. My hair was everywhere but I kept walking. My body was cold as ice. I walked down the danger part of the woods until I reached the cliff. I looked down and it was quit a drop. My foot went of the edge but I was stopped by a voice. "Ellie"! I turned to find Drake.

Me: What are you doing here?

Drake: Come to get you!

Me: How did you know I would be here?

Drake: You said you wanted to be Jason and the only way to do that is to die an-

I cut him off.

Me: How did you know I be here!?

Drake: Because you talked about this place and the cliff, if you wanted to kill yourself then you would do it where you be the closest to Jason.

He could read me like a book. I didn't care I was doing it.

Me: It doesn't matter you can't stop me! I want to do this!

My foot went off then I was stopped again by his voice.

Drake: ELLIE DON'T! You can't go back after you do this.

Me: I won't need to. All I need is Jason and hes a drop away.

Drake: You're all I have left! My parents are dead and my brother is a drunk. If you go then I'll have nothing! I love you! Please don't do this!

Tears came down both are faces. I had to do it... didn't I?

Me: Drake...I have to!

With that I walked off. All I heard was "NOOOO"! Then I saw a figure jump soon right after me...

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