Jason stared at me with his greenish brown eyes. His hair was perfect as always and he was wearing the same thing he died in. I was wearing my dress... the one I jumped off in. D-did I die?
Jason: How are you?
Me: Ok I guess.
Jason: Good because I need to tell you something.
Me: Sure.
Jason: You need to be happy Ellie. You need to be with the one you love.
Me: I love you.
Jason: I love you too but its not me I'm talking about. Its Drake.
Me: Drake? I'm dead aren't I?
Jason: No, you have a chance to live your life, its not your time.
Me: Jason I want to be with you.
Jason: I love you and I always will but their is some who needs you more! Good-Bye.
Me: Jason wait!!!
With that I woke up and the room wasn't familiar. It was white and... I'm in a hospital bed! A nurse walked in to the room with a clipboard. Her name tag said Mary.
Mary: Good your awake.
Me: What am I doing here?
Mary: We assumed you fell off a cliff. The impact would of killed you if...
She didn't want to finish.
Me: If?
Mary: A boy, he must off fell to. He protected your body from the impact. He saved you're life.
Oh my god! Drake!
Me: Is this boy...dead?
Mary: No but we don't think he'll survive in his condition.
NO! I can't lose him too!
Me: I need to see him right away!
Mary: You can't, I'm sorry. You're not in a stable condition to walk. You're lower leg is fractured.
Me: I need to, now!
Mary: I can't let you but you're mother and a friend is waiting outside, I'll send them in.
Mary walked out of the room and I watched. I got up and dropped to the floor. My ankle hurt so bad. I had to see him. I got up and used the wall for support. I opened the door and walked along the wall and looked threw each room window. I found him and opened the door quickly. I dropped to the floor again because I didn't grave on to the wall fast enough. I pulled myself up and walked along the wall. I sat in the chair next to the bed he laid on. Tubes were conected all over his body. I started crying. I put his hand in mine and kissed it.
Me: Don't die on me, please don't...
No answer just silence.
Me: Drake, I love you so much! I don't want to loose you! You mean the world to me...
I cried and held his hand. He didn't move. He just laid there almost dead.
Mary: There you are! I told you not to leave the room! You're hurt to bad.
Me: I'm not leaving him!
I yelled at her and she looked worried.
Mary: You're family is here to see you.
What? No screaming to get out? She saw I was in pain, she couldn't make m leave him so she didn't try I guess.
Mom and Claire came in the room. Claire had a smile and hugged me. My mom did the same.
Claire: I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have yelled at you!
Me: I'm sorry I fell asleep.
Claire: No you shouldn't be sorry! I'm the one who should of been supportive because you lost Jason and you found someone else. I should of been happy not mad!
She hugged me again.
Mom: What happened this time, did you fall or... try to kill yourself.
She had no worried look just a mad face.
Me: I tried to kill myself...
Mom: Why on earth would you do that!?
Me: Because I wanted to be with Jason... but I'm ok because I now I know that he would want me to be with the one I love and to move on.
Mom: Well I'm happy for you but there are going to be rules about that forest now.
Me: I know.
I smiled at her and Claire. I looked down to see Drake. Tears fell again and I didn't know what to do. I can't loose him! God wouldn't do this to me! He wouldn't make me suffer this much pain!
Me:Please... don't die on me...
My mom and Claire knew it was time to leave so I could have a privacy.
Me: Drake, you are the most amazing guy I have in my life. You make me smile and laugh nonstop! I love you more then life it self and I don't want to loose you! I already lost Jason and now I know that I can't loose you! I love you so much...
Tears fell even harder on to my lap. He didn't even move.
Me: Please!
I sat there with his hand in mine. It was silent nothing but my whimpering. Then a familiar voice was heard. "E-Ellie"? I look up and see Drake's eyes opened.
Me: Oh my god!
I hugged him as best as I could. He smiled.
Drake: W-what happened?
Me: I jumped off and you saved me.
Drake: I know, I couldn't loose you.
Me: I can't loose you either, I love you.
Drake: I love you too.
We hugged like never before, like a hug when you haven't seen each other for a long time. Then he pressed his lips against mine. I didn't loose him, I moved on. Jason will always have a place in my heart that no one could ever fill, but Drake also has a place in my heart. I found out that its ok to move on, its part of life. I will always love them both.
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Well there you go! I hope you enjoyed this story because know I did writing it. I cried as I wrote it. I feel lame but yea. So become a fan if you like! :) Thanks for reading!
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