Moving On

Chapter 19 "I Hate to Hurt Him"

I woke up and I was on floor still crying. Jason yelling at me played over and over in my head. They all hated me, Claire, Jason, and Drake. The way I screamed at him last night... he would never forgive me, not that I care. All I need is Jason and I had to be with him... I just had too.

I put my hair in to a a pony and quickly put the eye liner on. I threw on a hoodie and some stone washed skinny jeans. I put  my neon peace sign converse on and headed out the door.

I walked to school as fast as possible to try to avoid Drake by the lockers. As I walked it started to rain. That's just my luck. It came down heavy which meant I would be soaked by the time I got to School.

I reached school and Drake wasn't there by the lockers. I quickly got my stuff and it was too late. He was walking down the hall. He was soaked just like I was. He walked right past me and didn't even look hurt. Maybe he understood that I needed to be with Jason? I shut my locker door and walked away. I slipped on a wet spot and everything flew everywhere. Now I knew he was mad... because he didn't even come to help me. I deserve it for the way I yelled at him. I picked everything up and walked down the hall to my class. I set it all down on the back desk and waited for class to start.

Class was nearly done and I just watched my teacher wave her hands around talking about Neckwood. It was a abandoned warehouse where all the kids went to party... its where I and Jason went to party.

School was finally over and I put all my stuff away in my locker. I shut it and Drake stood right there.

Drake: I can't do this Ellie, I love you! I always will and if you don't love me still I will always love you.

Me: Dra-

He cut me off.

Drake: I know you don't care but all night I thought about what you yelled and I felt like krap. I don't want to loose you. Please don't do this!

Me: Drake... I-I can't! I'm in love with Jason, even if he is dead! I just can't.

I turned away and walked straight for the door. He didn't follow and I didn't look back. I already knew what his face looked like, hurt and despair. Tears came down my cheeks. I did love him... but I love Jason and I promised him forever and always. I couldn't do it to Jason, all I knew is that I had to be with him tonight.

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Ok so this is story is almost to an end as you can tell. I think at least 2 more should do it. I hope you enjoyed what I have written and you wont want to miss the ending, its really good! :) Ok so I'm starting on the next chapter right as we speak.