oh, darling of mine | michaeng

VII

Flames, why do I feel cold? 

I'm captivated by you, but the embrace is not hot enough.

Oh, to truly feel you.

"Selene ... Selene!" My dear, the one who calls my name to bring me forth. "Where are you?" Your voice resonates in my heart.

Oh, I must persist for you.

"I'm he—" A frigid hand covered my mouth intensely. 

"You must die momentarily for this heroic escape plan to succeed" The person covering my mouth spoke. It was a woman.

She removed her hand and placed herself in front of me. It was the one and only, the traitor.

"Let me go" I said with an infuriated tone. She who destroys everything that crosses her path.

"Now is not the time for your childishness, fall silent and attend me" How dare she command me after throwing my loved ones to the hounds.

"If they try to look for you, they'll die. I will explain in detail later, but I need you to trust me at this very moment" This is ridiculous.  

"Trust you? You who planted seeds of fake love in a pure soul" Molder of lies.

"You speak of lies as if you knew truth" She declared with a poker face. "You are time absorbing. Come on, 'die' so you can live"   

"Selene" Her pure lungs use the finite amount of oxygen they have left to scream my name "Selene, please, wake up. We have to go" I'm sorry love.

The smoke greeted my chest and crawled through my soul like a ghost determined to possess this new flesh.   

The sun appears to be in high spirits to expand its rays of hope to brighten the obscurity of my survival. What a miserable attempt to cease my misery. I have spent the past three months with a terrible person that apparently isn't as terrible as she was described. Our relationship status is complicated. I have refused to believe a word she says, but it has become more difficult to prevail as she is the constant remainder of my endurance. 

Oh, to be with you again.  

During the time she and I have spent together, she has not dared to mentioned a detail about the past occurrence at the laboratory. I clearly remember her mouth molding the words "I will explain in detail later" but one never knows when later is. She is not to blame though, I also haven't gathered the courage to confront her. Sometimes I prefer to forget about her past and focus on the good that her presence transmits, she reminds me Ambriosa. But, if I think rationally, she is a perilous person. Dear me, this controversy will get me nowhere.

"Why are you always mumbling senseless words?" She interrupted my thoughts.

"It is none of your business anyway, why would you care?"

"Did I say I do?" Cocky.

"No, but you implemented it with your behavior" Take that.

"You shouldn't assume anything" Argh, she is so frustrating.

"How am I suppose to decipher anything if you not in the least express something"

"There is nothing to decipher, kid" She did not just shut me off and called me a kid for trying to obtain answers to these complicated questions.

"You are hard to comprehend. I don't even know your name" Come to think of it, Ambriosa never mentioned her name.

"Humph" She sighed indignated " You don't even know my name and yet you question and judge every bit of my existence" Huh "Plus, you never asked" As she finished her sentence she smirked. 

"I honestly don't know what is going on right now" I think I'm just hungry.

"Let me give you some advice infant, never assume you know a person based on what you have heard from them" She is a rude wise woman. Damn her.

"So ... what's your name" 

"Ha" She gently smiled. I'm astonished, she is alluring "My name is Vigdis"

Forgive me love, but she's starting to grow on me.