Billie Eilish Imagines~ book 2

Tell me love is endless

Trigger warning: Suicide

Your POV

Billie is at an interview and I'm having another mental breakdown. This time is the last time I can't do this anymore I'm going to send Billie a text telling her that I love her and then I'm going to end it.

Mamas❤

Y/n
Baby I really don't know how to tell you this but I'm going to end my life. Don't try to save me by the time you read this I'll be gone. This isn't your fault it's my fault. I don't like the way I look and I'm not good enough for you I hope you find a pretty girl who loves you just as much as I did. Goodbye my love
1:27 pm
Read

Baby no please stay for me I can't live without you I want to marry you and have a baby I need you don't do this I'm coming please don't hurt yourself 1:29 pm
Delivered

I filled the tub with water, sat down and slit my wrists and soon after everything went black

Billies POV
I ran out of my interview not even explaining why. I drove as fast as I could back to our apartment. When I got there the whole apartment was silent. I ran to the bathroom. There was blood everywhere but there was my love, in the tub. Dead. I took her limp body out of the water and held her. "I need to call 911"

"911 what's your Emergency?"
"My girlfriend sh-she's d-dead"
"Do you know the cause of death?"
"Suicide"
"I'm so sorry ma'am we'll have an ambulance pick her up soon"
"Okay thank you"
"Do you need me to stay on the line with you?"
"No I'm fine I'm going to talk to her"
"Alright be careful with her"
"I will"
*end of call*

"Baby this is my fault. I should have saved you. I wish you had stayed with me so I could have married you and had a lil bean with you. Please find a hot angel to date so I know you're happy. I love you angel" As I sobbed into her chest I heard something "Billie I'm right here" There she was. She looked beautiful. She had a silk white dress and huge white angel wings wrapped around her. "H-how are y-you h-here" "well I got my wings as soon as I got to the gates. I didn't expect them since my death was suicide but it was because of my love for people and the way I treated you" "can I touch you" "yes but after I will disappear" "okay I love you" I gave her a huge hug and stroked her wings then she disappeared. The EMT'S came in and took her body away. I was still stunned. She was with me but not with me. I will always remember her. I loved her and I still do.