Falling for my kidnapper

F*cking up Again(pt.2)

Once August and I got home he started packing his shit, because he knew this time that I was serious. It's not that I don't love him anymore, because still so and the Lord knows it's going to kill me to see him go, but I'm just tired of him and bull. He takes me away from my family, then he makes me fall love with, and then he breaks my heart over and over again. I'm just tired. Anyways, he told me he'll come back tomorrow for the rest of his things, and before he left he kissed me on the cheek ans told me he loved me. After that he closed the door and became his car is f*cked up he rented one, so he drove off, and once I seen him gone, I broke into tears.

•Indya•

Chris and I have both been working late everyday, and we don't get to see each other, and when we do, we start fighting. This time it's because I know Chris is messing around with his assistant at the studio.

"How dare you sit there and say you haven't even cheated on me with her"

"Your crazy asf I'm not f*cking that girl"

"Nigga you crazy if you think I'm going to believe that bullshit, you might say that you don't want her, but if she comes on to you, then you'll be all over her, I'm not stupid Chris, so don't think I'm going to believe any little thing you tell me"

"Bitch get the f*ck out of here with that shit, if you don't believe me, f*ck you then" he said before walking out and slamming the door.

I can't believe he just said that shit to me, how dare he, just wait until he come home. In the middle of my thoughts. I got interrupted by my phone ringing, so I answered it and it was August, he sounded like he was crying.

"Indya" he said lowly into the phone

"Yes"

"Can you meet me at the park, please I need to talk to someone"

"Ok, I'll be there in 5 minutes" I said before hanging up the phone.

I put on my shoes, grabbed my eyes, and walked out the house.

•Asia•

After I was done crying I decided to go to my favorite place Starbucks to get some coffee and when  I get there I see Chris with this ugly ass girl, so I walk up to them, and Chris tells me to leave and I tell him to go f*ck himself and the b*tch steps I'm telling me that I need to leave, b*tch you messing with my bestie man, you must be crazy, and to top it off she hit me in the face and called me a b*tch. I usually don't fight in public because I don't do that trashy shit, but I couldn't let her get away with that, so I garbled her weave and slammed her to the floor and beat that ass for Indya. Then I walked out after I got my coffee. Ha boss ass nigga.

Anyways I went home and took a shower and got in bed. Man it feels so weird without him, I don't think I can do this, I need August.