Falling for my kidnapper

Messed up

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I went downstairs to take my prenatal vitamins, when August called me over to the couch, but ignored him because I have to take my vitamins and head to the doctors office so I won't be late for my appointment. Anyways after I ignored him of course he got pissed off and walked over to me, and grabbed my arm roughly, but I turned around and slapped the shit out of him. Then before I could walk away I was on the floor with a mouth full of blood. This bitch just punched me, now do you guys see what I mean. He's became a piece of shit. Anyways I got up with tears in my eyes and I wiped my mouth, and walked upstairs. Once I got upstairs I took another shower, then I got dressed and once I put on my shirt I started to get cramps badly, so I laid on the bed and took deep breaths to calm down. After the cramps slowed down, I got up and went to the bathroom, and did my business and noticed that I was spotting, so I washed my hands, and quickly grabbed my bag, and my keys. I got in the car and drove to the doctors office. I was really worried because my cramps started to come back and worst this time. Once my door called me I walked into his room slowly and got on the bed. He did his usual examining, and then I told him about my cramping, and he did another test, and told me that I had a miscarriage. My world instantly stopped, my heart was completely broken now. Anyways, after I left the out of the office I was completely out of it, I didn't know what to do I was so out of it I could even crank up the car, so I called Indya and in less then 10 minutes she was there, and I told her what happened and she held me in her arms as we cried together. How could this happen to me?