The wrong path

Say something

After I packed all my things Michelle told me we still had two more hours before we needed to leave so we played cards. Matteo was lingering around but not saying anything. Once it was time to leave we checked out. We got a car and Matteo said "daisy say something" I looked at him but said nothing. I don't know why I'm so mad at him I really have no right to be but I don't care. Once we got back to the boat I went to my room and texted Lucas back. He told me he loved me and I was mid text before Matteo walked into the room. "Daisy what the fuck is wrong with you" he asked. "Nothings wrong" I snapped. "Then stop acting like a bitch" he barked. "I don't have to be nice to you, you self absorbed ass clown" I snapped. "What are you mad because you saw me fucking someone" he asked. "Nope" I said. "I can fuck whoever I want" he snapped. "I never said you couldn't" I snapped back. Before either of us said anything my phone beeped. Matteo grabbed it from me. "You've got to be fucking kidding me" he yelled. "Give me my phone" I yelled. "Fuck no" he said then threw my phone Against the wall. "What the hell is wrong with you" I screamed. "He cheated on you" he yelled. "You kidnapped me" I screamed. "I'm trying to protect you" he yelled. I never asked you for help" I screamed. "Whatever I should've let Leonardo have you" he yelled. I slapped him across the face again then he pushed me against the wall. "Don't push it daisy" he barked. "Forgive me that I'm not scared of a wannabe gangster" I snapped. We both looked at each other and for a second I thought he might hit me. "Fuck it" he said then he kissed me. I pulled away instantly and looked at him. I hate him and he hates me but it's just us. It's not like anyone will ever know. So I kissed him back. He lifted me up then looked at me and asked "you want this". I shook my head yes then pulled him closer to me. I took off his shirt then he took off mine. We kissed for a while then he asked me "have you ever done this before". "No" I admitted. He picked me up then put me on the bed. He took my leggings off then slowly pulled down my underwear. He put his head between my thighs and I shut my eyes. "Matteo" I said. He's so good at this. Then I remembered why. I tensed up a little and he looked at me. "What's wrong" he asked. "Nothing" I said. He got up then laid next to me. "What's wrong" he asked again this time grabbing my face. "I was just thinking how good you are at that" I said. "But then I remembered why" I said. "Daisy that girl meant nothing" he said. "You Don't have to explain yourself to me" I said. "It didn't mean anything" he said. "Then why do it" I asked. But he said nothing. "Matteo" I said. "To forget about you" he said. I was thinking of something to say then he said "I have to forget about you" he said. "I'm not hard to forget about" I said. "But you are that's the problem" he said. "You've been hard to forget since Blonsha" he said. "Why" I asked. "I get angry at all those guys that want to fuck you but I want the same thing" he said. "And it's so fucked up because you're only 18" he said. "Matteo" I said. "Look this was a mistake and I promise I won't try anything ever again" he said. "Matteo" I said again. "Really i won't" he said. "Matteo" I said again. "What" he said. "I want you to touch me" I said. "What" he asked. "You said you wouldn't do anything unless I asked so I'm asking" I said. "Daisy we can't" he said. I got on top of him then said "who cares" then I kissed him. He kissed me back instantly then I started unbuttoning his pants. He flipped us over so he was on top of me. "Are you ready" he asked. "Yes" I said. He stuck it in and I whimpered. He was slow at first then he started going faster and faster. "Mateo" I cried. "Mhm" he whispered. It didn't last considering I'm a virgin. Well was a virgin.Once we were done he got off me then laid next to me. "Wow" I said. "Yeah" he said. "I just lost my virginity to a man I met 7 days ago" I said. "And how to you feel about it" he asked. "I'm okay with it" I laughed.

Matteo and I talked all night before eventually falling asleep after we gave each other head. When I woke up he had both arms around me and he was looking at the ceiling. "Why didn't you wake me up" I asked. "You looked peaceful" he said. I smiled then kissed him. Just then Michelle walked into the room. "Daisy I oh" she said. "Don't you knock" Matteo snapped. "Oh but you don't like her" Michele said while rolling her eyes. "You said you don't like me" I asked. "Daisy obviously I like you" he said. "Well I'll leave you two now" she said then walked out the room. So much for no one finding out.As soon as she left Matteo started kissing my neck. "Matteo" I said while laughing. He lifted me up then put me on top of him. "I have some stuff to do today" he said. "No" I said. "Yes" he said. "You can stay here it won't take long" he said. "Fine but please don't be long" I begged. "I won't" he said then got out the bed. He went into the shower and I sighed. I would go on my phone but considering he broke it I had nothing to do. I got up then went into the kitchen where Michelle was. "So my brother finally let you out of his sight" she said. "He's in the shower" I said. I made myself some coffee then sat down next to her. "So Matteo broke my phone" I said. "What why" she asked. "I was texting my ex" I said while taking a sip. She sighed. "Sometimes I can't with him" she said. "Talking about me" Matteo asked while walking into the kitchen. "Yes because you broke Daisys phone" she said. "I'll get you a new one" he said then kissed me. "I'll be back in a little while" he said to both of us. "Okay" Michelle and I both said. Matteo kissed me again then walked out the door. "Do you want to play cards" Michele asked. "No I want to relax it was a long night" I said. "A long night of doing my brother" she asked. "I never kiss and tell" I said with a laugh. Once I was back in the room I laid down and fell right back to sleep.

A few hours passed by then Matteo was back. He came into the room and kissed my forehead. "Look what I got you" he said. It was a new phone. "Thank you" I said with a smile. He laid down next to me and I said "we need to talk about what we're doing" I said. "Okay". "Well it's just I told Lucas that we still have a chance" I said. "I can't stop you from choosing him" he said. "I know but I just want to know if you ever want anything other than sex" I said. "Is that really a question" he said with a laugh. "Well I guess I have my answer" I said then turned over. It's not like I expected a relationship with Matteo anyways but I'm still a bit hurt. I woke up in the middle of the night to my new phone ringing. It's Lucas. I looked around but Matteo wasn't in the room. "Hello" I answered. "Hey I know it's late I just wanted to talk to you" Lucas said. "It's okay" I said. "I miss you already" he said. "Lucas I have to tell you something" I said. Before I could finish my sentence I heard a noise from outside. I opened my door quietly only to see Matteo and some girl making out on the sofa. I watched them in shock. The way he's touching hair. The way he pulls on her hair. I feel like someone just ran over my dog. I haven't realized it was silent until Lucas spoke."What do you need to tell me" he asked. "Nothing I just want you to know that I miss you too" I said. We talked for a little while longer then he said "goodnight Daisy I love you". "I love you too Lucas" I said loudly. Lucas texted me a heart and just as he did I heard another phone beep at the same time. I texted Lucas again and when he responded the same thing happened. Finally I realized the other beeping sound came from living room where Matteo is.Wow. Matteo set up the phones so now he gets my messages. "I'm going to sleep I love you so much and I can't wait to see you" I texted. I hope Matteo chokes when he sees that message.